A biological imperative part 16

Hi guys ,i will close the night short tonight and i will see you in the morning so you can take care of my morning wood.Enjoy reading this and sweet dreams tonight.As i was saying he said,you want more of my dick, don't you?Gary discerned, pulsing his head inside me.Fuck, yeah,I said, grinding my ass on his cock. He obliged, slowly rotating about an inch more up inside me. It burned a little, but there was also a distinct pleasure behind it.Gary paused for a moment, allowing me time to adjust to his girth. My breaths were now coming out in shallow huffs.My dick feels really good in your ass, doesnt it?oh, fuck, it feels so good,I gasped.I want more.I know you do,Gary replied and slowly began to ease himself out.But well need a little more for that to happen.My ass clenched as he left me. I lowered my leg off the counter and looked behind me as Gary strode over to the fridge. He opened it and pulled out a bucket of Crisco, which made me chuckle out loud. He smiled and wiped the sweat from his brow, then peeled off the lid and scooped up a generous amount from the inside with his thick fingers. He returned and gave me a nod.Bend over.

A biological imperative part 15

Hi guys how are you this fine morning ,had a nice coffee with creeme? or black? i am waiting for you in my room to have a good time.Enjoy reading this then come and see me .As i was saying I glanced back over my shoulder at him.I want you to stick your dick in my ass and fuck me with it,I said to him, believing the words as they came out. All of this was unfamiliar territory -- I really had no idea what I was getting myself into -- but the pleasure he was giving my ass made the thought of his dick inside it a thrilling curiosity.Gary leaned down to me, bringing his lips to my ear.You really want that?he asked in a low whisper.You want me to stick my dick inside you.Yeah,I panted in response.I want your dick in me.I want you to FUCK me.He chuckled smugly and gave my wet ass one last hump before lubing his dick with spit and positioning it at its target. I barely felt the pressure of his cockhead before my hole expanded and he was in. What a feeling. It happened so easily. I moaned aloud at the moment of penetration.Once his head was in, my anus flinched repeatedly, accustoming itself to having a guest.You like that?Gary murmured behind me.You like having my dick in your ass?I did. For some reason, it felt completely natural.Yeah,I responded.It feels really good.Gary started rotating his hips, circling his head around inside me. I focused on the incredible feel of it, marveling at the fact that I now had the head of his dick in my ass. And guess what? I wanted MORE. I began rotating my hips in the opposite direction,corkscrewing myself onto his dick and felt a little more of it slide inside.Oh, yeah! I moaned aloud.

A biological imperative part 14

Hi guys ,i am looking forward to talk to you tonight and have a good time,you know i always have big cum shots for you to taste.Enjoy reading this then look me up in about 4 hous.As i was saying,Gary abruptly stopped his manipulations and got on his knees behind me. He spat directly onto my hole and smeared the saliva around with his thick fingers. Then he gently pushed the pad of his thumb through my outer ring and pressed against my inner one, rubbing it lightly until that one opened up for him as well. By this point, I was sweating profusely -- the rush coursing through my body with the constant, newfound pleasure I was experiencing. Beads of perspiration freely flowed down my back to the crack of my ass, further slicking up my already wet backside. Gary got back on his feet and slid his shaft up and down between my cheeks some more. I rested my head on the cool marble countertop, relishing the feel of it. Then his dick was pressing furtively against my hole again, humming almost imperceptively. I could no longer hold back -- I told him to stick it in.Gary paused.What was that? he asked pointedly.What do you want me to do?

A biological imperative part 13

I am about to go for tonight guys so come in ,i will be here one more hours,let me have a big release with you.Enjoy reading this and come in.As i was saying,he loved to be in control,Open yourself up more,he directed. I spread my legs a bit farther, rubbing my ass along his dick. He pulled away and firmly pressed his head against my hole again, eliciting a moan I couldn't contain.You want my dick, don't you,he stated rather than asked.You want to take my big dick up your ass, isn't that right?It actually was. My desire surprised me a little, but I was starting to really get into the idea of it.Yeah,I responded half-consciously.He slapped his dick against my cheeks a few times before sticking it back between them. He pushed his cockhead against my hole and began jerking it against me, sending vibrations of pleasure all the way through to my gut. He did this for quite some time, causing me to unintentionally give voice to my enjoyment. Man, I really started to want it -- I couldn't help myself.He placed his thumbs on either side of my opening and stretched it wide, preparing it for the impending conquest. At the same time, he poked his dick repeatedly against it, causing my own dick to twitch in syncopation with his thrusts. It seemed he was slowly getting closer toward penetrating me with each poke, which made me crave it even more.

A biological imperative part 12

Hi guys,how are you tonight ,did you had a nice weekend?all well? had some party time? come in and tell me all about it and lets have a good time together,i have a BIG load saved for your hungry mouth.Enjoy reading this then come in and lets have some fun.As i was saying,Gary stepped forward and pressed his engorged dickhead against my hole. Here we go, I thought, bracing myself. It felt a little odd having something at my back door, but, at the same time, it was also a little provocative. What's more -- it felt rather good being touched there. Gary then rubbed his head around the outside of my hole, tracing my anal ring with his tip, which, again, felt really good. At least, it was getting off to a good start. Next, Gary placed his hands on my hips and pushed against me, sliding the full length of his warm, slick shaft up along the ridge of my ass. I closed my eyes and exhaled audibly.Feel good?he inquired knowingly.I bowed my head.Yeah,I admitted, feeling no need to deny the pleasurable sensation. I shifted my position slightly, moving back a little more towards him, as he continued to slowly hump my sweat-slicked butt. I was quickly warming up to the idea.His fingers fanned out across my cheeks and gripped them firmly, spreading them apart and kneading them like dough. The heavy, humid heat and his gentle massaging of my ass with his hands and dick were beginning to lull me into a fully relaxed, receptive state.

A biological imperative part 11

Hi guys ,what a beautiful lovely morning this is ,sun is shining and the weather is not as cold today ,are you having the same weather? enjoying your coffee? i have a big cum shot for you so come take care of my morning wood.Enjoy reading this then join me.As i was saying,Gary ran his hand over his thick meat and instructed me to bend over. I realized then what was about to happen and it put butterflies in my stomach. I was somewhat apprehensive, sure, not ever having done this before -- and yet, in spite of that, I found myself complying. I turned around and leaned slightly forward onto the countertop. My hands began to shake slightly as I waited for a few seconds in that position. Gary told me to put one leg up on the counter and lean over a bit more, so I brought my right leg up and placed my inner thigh on the counter as I rested on my elbows, feeling the stretch in my glutes as I spread my legs apart.Im going to fuck you,he told me calmly as he stepped up to the plate.My wife isn't here, so your ass is going to please my dick for me.I nodded. I wasnt really freaked out or anything by the prospect of it -- in fact, quite the opposite, apparently, as my rock-hard boner clearly evidenced. I decided not to think about it -- how I managed to get myself in this position or why I was going along with it -- just to allow it to happen. My only concern was that it might hurt.

A biological imperative part 10

Hi guys ,woked up in a good mood today?had a nice coffee?let me tell you about me ,i woked up with a boner and i will wait for you to take care of my morning wood.Enjoy reading this then come into my room.As i was saying And there you have it. Something happened in that one moment that I'm still trying to put my finger on -- some kind of implicit understanding? All I knew was that there was a sudden sexual charge between us, more palpable than the heat. I looked at him and only realized afterward that I had nodded in agreement.Gary leaned toward me, leveling me with his eyes.Take off your clothes,he stated in a clear, authoritative voice.I did. As if in a trance, I kicked off my shoes, lifted my shirt over my head and let my shorts drop to the floor. I then pulled my underwear down and stepped out of them, completely aroused. Gary lowered his eyes to my hard-on and smiled, before pulling off his shirt and unzipping his shorts. He reached in and pulled out his dick, which was already beginning to swell. I watched in awe as it grew to its full size -- HUGE would be an understatement. Id always been proud of my own endowment, but this one had me beat by an inch or so in length AND in girth.I was momentarily mesmerized -- Id never been near an erect cock before that wasnt my own.

A biological imperative part 9

Good morning guys ,how are you there? if you want a good time and a big cum shot come in my room and lets gets wild.Enjoy reading this then join me.As i was saying,I don't know if you knew this, but many species of fish are hermaphroditic,he said.Really? Weird. I didn't know that,I replied.Yeah, like this species here. They're what is called sequential hermaphrodites, meaning they possess the genetic programming to be either male or female, but are only one or the other at any given time.His voice had suddenly taken on a low, almost instructive tone as he spoke, which gave me the impression that I should pay close attention -- there was something here I was going to learn.These two are both males, he continued, not looking at the fish but at me. "Since there's no female around, one of them will make the switch in order for them to procreate." He paused again and held my gaze for a moment. I didn't look away.Of course, generally speaking, that kind of ability only exists in fish, but it's not too far from bisexuality, which is readily prevalent in animals and humans. I glanced at the fish for a second, then back at him. "It makes sense when you think about it,he said somewhat casually, leaning on the countertop,it's every male's biological imperative to release sperm as often as he can ... so, it's easy to understand why two men, in the absence of a female, will engage in sexual stimulation solely for that purpose.

A biological imperative part 8

Hi guys,good morning to you ,wish you a great day ,a better day then yesterday,stay positive.Enjoy reading this then come in for a good time.As i was saying I developed an apparent bulge in my shorts that I think he might have noticed because he then commented on my body -- that I had good musculature and such and that I fill out my clothes really well. (Was that in reference to my shorts?) He went on to say that I was good-looking and that I shouldn't have any trouble getting some whenever I wanted. I was gratified by the comment, particularly since it came from him -- the guy's in amazing shape himself.Enviable was the word I think I used when I returned the compliment.We continued to talk a bit more about other stuff until the cabinets were installed. After we were all done, Gary shook my hand, saying he was much obliged to me for all my help. The handshake lasted a couple seconds longer than what I thought was normal, but I didn't mind -- it seemed to more poignantly express his gratitude.By now, we were both literally soaked with sweat and I was going to head back home for a shower when he asked if I was still interested in seeing the aquariums. I said that I was, so he took me around the house and pointed out all the different types of fish and coral in each of the aquariums and explained a little about them. The last aquarium he showed me was in the dining room -- a smaller one that contained only two fish. I followed him as he took it into the kitchen and set it on the counter.

A biological imperative part 7

Hi guys how are you today?Looking for a good time? then step right in ,i am hard and ready for u.Enjoy reading this then come in ,as i was saying I developed an apparent bulge in my shorts that I think he might have noticed because he then commented on my body -- that I had good musculature and such and that I fill out my clothes really well. (Was that in reference to my shorts?) He went on to say that I was good-looking and that I shouldn't have any trouble getting some whenever I wanted. I was gratified by the comment, particularly since it came from him -- the guy's in amazing shape himself.Enviable was the word I think I used when I returned the compliment.We continued to talk a bit more about other stuff until the cabinets were installed. After we were all done, Gary shook my hand, saying he was much obliged to me for all my help. The handshake lasted a couple seconds longer than what I thought was normal, but I didn't mind -- it seemed to more poignantly express his gratitude.By now, we were both literally soaked with sweat and I was going to head back home for a shower when he asked if I was still interested in seeing the aquariums. I said that I was, so he took me around the house and pointed out all the different types of fish and coral in each of the aquariums and explained a little about them. The last aquarium he showed me was in the dining room -- a smaller one that contained only two fish. I followed him as he took it into the kitchen and set it on the counter.

A biological imperative part 6

Hi guys did you had your coffee? wish that i could had joined you and have a nice conversation over that nice coffee that you had ,come in and i will give you a big cum shot :P.Enjoy reading ,as i was saying he smiled and shook his head.Not in a long while,he said with a sigh.It's tough when you have a wife. Not a lot of free time. Plus i have been in a perpetual state of exhaustion for about a year now and seems to have lost interest in sex. But that happens sometimes. I guess, for women, their sex drive kind of ebbs and flows more than it does for men. Me, Im always up for it.He laughed.So, yeah, I often have to take matters into my own hand, as well. But that only helps so much.Growing up, I'd always kind of looked up to him and that feeling returned now, except -- there seemed to be a little more to it than just that. It sounds odd, but, for the first time, I was now looking at Gary as a sexual being. Sometimes, if you've known a person for a long time or if you've only known them casually, you don't really see them as such. But Gary has an obvious air of sexuality about him -- something I never realized before. I suppose that's why I'd always been drawn to him -- I think all men are drawn to that kind of virility, whether conscious of it or not. It's validating to your own.And, believe it or not, thinking all this, I suddenly started to get HARD. I can't explain why, really -- I just did.

A biological imperative past 5

Hi guys i will be here until midnight so come and lets have a great time together,enjoy reading this and come in.As i was saying between bites of the sandwiches, I mentioned that I had noticed some of the aquariums he had around the house. He told me that he breeds fish and grows coral as a hobby and that he'd take me around to show me after we were done.We finished lunch and went on to install new cabinets in the kitchen. Having previously exhausted all familiar topics of conversation -- family, school, swimming -- we began to make our way into new, personal territory.You got a girlfriend?he asked me, somewhat out of the blue. I told him that I had dated a girl at the beginning of the school year, but with classes and meets and all that, it got to be too much of a hassle. He chuckled.I know what that's like,he said.Women take a lot of effort.There was a slight pause and then he asked nonchalantly,So, you been getting any since?I laughed and told him that I hadn't.You must be pretty pent-up, then.I was kind of surprised by his inquisitiveness, but decided to go along with it.Nothing I can't take care of by myself,I said.He smiled at that.I hear ya.I was glad for the unexpected opportunity to speak frankly with him. He struck me as someone who probably knew more about sex than I did, to be honest, so I figured I could probably learn a few things from him.What about you?I asked. "You gettin' any?...

A biological imperative past 4

Hello,hello i just woked up with a boner,come and take care of it.Enjoy reading this and come and see me,as i was saying between bites of the sandwiches, I mentioned that I had noticed some of the aquariums he had around the house. He told me that he breeds fish and grows coral as a hobby and that he'd take me around to show me after we were done.We finished lunch and went on to install new cabinets in the kitchen. Having previously exhausted all familiar topics of conversation -- family, school, swimming -- we began to make our way into new, personal territory.You got a girlfriend? he asked me, somewhat out of the blue. I told him that I had dated a girl at the beginning of the school year, but with classes and meets and all that, it got to be too much of a hassle. He chuckled.I know what that's like,he said.Women take a lot of effort.There was a slight pause and then he asked nonchalantly,So, you been getting any since?I laughed and told him that I hadn't.You must be pretty pent-up, then.I was kind of surprised by his inquisitiveness, but decided to go along with it.Nothing I can't take care of by myself,I said.He smiled at that.I hear ya.I was glad for the unexpected opportunity to speak frankly with him. He struck me as someone who probably knew more about sex than I did, to be honest, so I figured I could probably learn a few things from him. "What about you?" I asked.You gettin' any?..

A biological imperative past 3

Good night guys and i will see you in the morning so you can take care of my morning wood.Enjoy reading this before bed,as i was saying he had on a worn, sleeveless t-shirt, so it was pretty plain to see that the guy is BUILT. A few times, I caught myself staring into his armpit. That might sound a little weird, but the fact is, for most of the morning, it was pretty much right in my face. Maybe it's just me, but if something's right in my face then I'm gonna look at it. Each armpit had a thick nest of dark hair that was becoming matted with sweat as the morning progressed. I have to admit that I actually kind of liked the smell of it.After the lights were up, we moved to the hall bathroom to install a new vanity and sink. That's when I guessed that Gary wasn't wearing any underwear. His loose-fitting shorts sat real low on his hips, exposing a tuft of dark pubic hair every time he raised his shirt to wipe the sweat from his forehead. I also noticed, while glancing down at his shorts, that he had an ample bulge there. Little did I know that I would soon find out just how ample that thing is.After the sink was in and the plumbing was hooked up, we headed to the back porch for a short lunch break. Gary showed me the pool they had recently installed in the backyard and said I could come over whenever I wanted to use it. The sun was almost at its highest point in the sky by this time and the humid heat was becoming mildly oppressive.

A biological imperative past 2

Good night guys,look me up in the morning ,i always wake up with morning wood.And so, we now move on to the series of events that led me into taking his dick up my ass.I went over to his house early the next morning and was greeted at the door with a knuckle-crunching handshake.Its going to get really hot today,he told me with a smile. I thought he was referring to the weather, but, given what occurred later on, he mightve meant something else entirely.It was already pretty warm inside the house. Gary said he didn't want to run the air while we were working because dust and debris might get into the vents and clog the filters or something. I shrugged and said it was fine -- I actually rather enjoy working up a sweat.Our first job was to install about five light fixtures around the house. Each time, it was the same thing -- I held the fixture while Gary connected the wires. Since I had nothing to do but hold the fixture up beside him on the ladder, my mind began to wander. I initially started thinking about school and what I wanted to do while on vacation, but after a while, I found my thoughts had turned to noticing Garys physique.

A biological imperative

Hi guys how are you this morning ,i have something hot for you,let me tell you about me when i was 21 and thought i am straight.So, there I was -- a straight, 21-year-old college senior -- bent over the kitchen counter in the home of a 37-year-old married neighbor, getting my ass plowed for the very first time.Interested in learning how I managed to find myself in that position? Then READ ON!It was the summer before my senior year of college and I was up at my parents house on the Cape for vacation. Our next-door neighbor, Gary (who, incidentally, is hung like a fucking horse), was renovating his house while his wife was away and my mom had decided to offer him some assistance -- me. Id only known Gary casually up to this point, since there wasnt much for a guy like me and thirty-something father of two to talk about at family barbecues, but Id always liked him -- he seemed pretty cool -- so I didnt mind giving him a hand. And a fuck-hole, as it came to pass.Garys a big, hairy guy -- about my height, 6\\\'3\\\" -- and is in really great shape. Despite being pretty laid-back, he has the appearance of someone who could, with minimal effort, beat the fucking hell out of you. Hes an ex-marine, so I guess that has something to do with it. He came over one afternoon and asked if I would help him out the following day.

Last summer last part

Good morning guys :),enjoy the last part.As i was saying we were hot and horny and almost immediately after he withdrew his cock, letting me continue to lick up the after cum, there was another man presenting his cock for me. He walked up and placed his cock to my lips and I took him in. Sucking, licking and pumping him. Just as I thought I was going to have him fill my mouth with his load, he became distracted with a man standing behind him and wanted this other man to fuck him.Apparently, the other man declined the invitation. So his throbbing cock was once again available for my pleasure, and it wasn't long before I felt his cock bulging, throbbing and twitching as my mouth began filling with the man's hot load of cum.Ever since then, I have this reality and memory to think back upon and has provided me with numerous orgasms replaying this fun time in my head. I often think about making a trip back there, and I will, sooner or later. Part of me wonders if a repeat performance will even match this one. But, hey, I am willing to sacrifice a drive up there and some time in examining that premise to see what could happen this time.If you happen to live in, or near Nashville, perhaps I just may have the opportunity to suck you off.

Last summer part 6

Ok guys ,good night ,look me up in the morning after 7 AM till 11 AM.Sweet dreams and enjoy reading.As I sat there just replaying in my mind the events of the past few minutes, I was in such a state of euphoria. Suddenly, behind me, and to my left I felt that someone was standing there. As I turned, I was once again presented with the first big black cock aiming towards my mouth.The excitement and euphoria instantly heightened. I turned and gave this familiar cock the attention it deserved, hoping that this time, before withdrawing, that I would get a mouthful of this man's cum in my mouth. I licked and sucked and nibbled and deep throated and pumped him again, and he began to throb and twitch in my mouth. He was moaning, and I knew that I was going to get my reward for being such a good cocksucker soon.And I was right. It wasn't too long before his cock swelled bigger and harder, throbbing and twitching in my mouth I heard him say, "here you go you cock sucker , I am going to fill your mouth with my cum, here I cum, take my load you cocksucker" as spurt after stream after shot of his hot sweet load filled my mouth.I was swallowing fast and hard, and still couldn't keep up with his hot squirts filling my mouth. And dribbles of his cum leaked out the corners of my mouth, streamed down my chin and landed on my shirt.. OMG!!! What a day this has been. One for the records, although I don't think I will submit it for consideration.

Last summer part 5

Hi guys ,i am here for you this fine evening so lets have a blast,i am waiting for you,enjoy my blog and come into my room.As I was sucking on the cock to my left, the man on the right withdrew his cock from my pumping hand, and was quickly replaced with another hard cock. Soon, I turned my mouth to administer some good ole cocksucking to the new man, and was about to lick the tip. Instead, this man was on a mission.He grabbed my head and quickly sank his entire cock, so hard and throbbing deep into my mouth and to the back of my throat. He immediately began to fuck my mouth with quick and deep thrusts, and after about 10 or 20 good thrusts held my head and held his cock at the back of my throat. Suddenly, I felt his cock swell even bigger and harder.As he held my head motionless, his cock head deep in my throat, his prick began twitching and throbbing wildly and I felt and tasted his hot load as it spurted time and time again with each jet hitting the back of my throat.The feeling and taste of his spurting man juice was out of this world, and I moaned my approval around his hardness in my mouth. I was in heaven. It was worth the wait for a hot load to fill my mouth, and the cocksucking before had just kind of been a tease that made me love and appreciate that load the had just been deposited in my mouth. In Fact, at times, I wonder if god created my mouth as a sex organ, because I can suck cock and swallow cum all day, and every time it is like I have an orgasm in my mouth when there is a hard cock pumping it's load in there.

Last summer part 4

Good morning guys ,i sure want to have a big cum shot with you so you better don't miss out,i am waiting for you hard and horny,balls full.Enjoy reading then come into my room.As i was saying the man I was sucking, after a few minutes said, "go on and suck him" and withdrew. I was so excited at having been presented 2 big hard black cocks for my mouth, yet felt reluctant to let this hard cock slip out from my lips, as I was hoping that this man would have filled my mouth with his cum as well as his cock. With the two emotions of excitement and reluctance, I of course went for the second, thinking that maybe this one will offer me not only his cock, but his sweet load as well.I began licking, sucking and pumping on this cock now, and as I did, two more men came up on either side of this man with their sweet poles waving at me for attention. I reached over and grabbed one in each hand and felt two rock hard cocks thrusting back and forth in and out of my hands, almost to the same rhythm as the one that was now fucking my face. Again, disappointed as the second cock withdrew before cumming as well. I then took turns on the two cocks I had been stroking, licking their bulbous heads, licking up and down their shafts, and deep throating them, one then the other, then one, then the other.

Last summer part 3

Good night guys i am off for now ,catch up early in the morning ,sweet dreams.As i was saying about my summer crazy jurney I turned around to my left, and gasped. There was a black man, standing in the corner, stroking his exposed hardon. My heart began thumping, as I realized that one of my fantasies was right there, and I stared at his cock and licked my lips, hoping that he would notice my wanting his cock in my mouth. Soon, the man began moving away from the corner, and was walking behind me. I turned my head and continued licking my lips.Suddenly the man walked up to me and simply put his cock to my lips. Well, now I was exhilarated. Here was one of my fantaies being fulfilled and I began licking the head of that beautiful black cock, and wrapped my hand around the shaft. I heard him moan deeply, as I slid my lips around the bulbous head and while still flicking my tounge around the head, slid his cock deeply into my mouth.Oh my gawd, I knew I was in heaven. As he stood there and I was licking, sucking and pumping him with my mouth, another black man walked up to my right with his hard cock in his hand. I reached up and took over the stroking he had been doing, as I continued pleasuring my mouth, and the owner of the cock in my mouth.

Last summer part 2

As i was saying my mind was all fired up and there was theater style seating with about 5 or 6 rows, and an aisle down the middle. On the very last row, to the left of the aisle, there was one lone seat, where it looked like the 3 or 4 seats to the left, and the seats between there and the aisle had been removed.Immediately, I saw this seat as the most accessible for me to sit in with hopes of having some men cum up and let me service them. This had been an unfulfilled fantasy of mine, to suck off several men while they were all horny as they watched porn. Another fantasy of mine, yet unfulfilled up till then, was having a big hard black cock in my mouth. As I sat watching the movie yet not really watching, as I really was busy watching other men as they would come into this side of the theater, stand at the back for a few minutes, and then disappear, as It seemed as if they would wander to the other side, and then they would wander back to the gay side. I watched as some of the men would be rubbing themselves.

Last summer

Last summer, I found myself in Constanta near the seaside here in Romania, attending some education seminars for my work. While there, I found a jazz club that was celebrating , and I spent two evenings there watching women bare their tits for a green necklace, or other prize, from the group that was playing there. The music, the food, the tits and people made for very entertaining evenings. While there I met some wonderful people as well.Also, while in Constanta, I happened across a XXX bookstore. This place, as it's name implies is huge. They have XXX books, mags, videos, toys and theaters to watch porn in. I originally had gone there, hoping to find a glory hole that I could service some horny men through. After having listened my friend, Dawn's glory hole story, my mouthhad been drooling and ready for some cock and cum action for some time now.After checking things out, I decided to go into a full screen theater there. There was an open hallway between two screens. On one screen they were playing straight porn, and on the other was gay men porn. Well, since I was there to hopefully suck some cock, I naturally went into the gay side.

My life as gay last part

That is all about me good and bad,in conclusion, I would like to know how to become gay. Long ago I have trouble accepting. I love being gay, I like to be different and I think the mixture of intelligence and empathy that are fitted (sorry for the lack of modesty) is due to the fact that they are gay. I can not imagine I'm straight and at the same time as intelligent and open-minded. I identify with the feminist movement and the achievements of LGBT social movements that have occurred in recent years. I wish and fight for a world without discrimination. I am pleased with everything I've achieved and, as I said, I have acute needs for sex. I used to have acute needs to feel emotions, but I removed. We built a wall around my emotions of a relationship together. For others, keep open, I love friends, I suffer I'm glad of heart for them, cry more maudlin movies etc. The wall is not high enough yet, and from time to time, echoes the need to sleep in the arms of someone to wake me up with someone, someone to kiss and even sex with someone very dear to me.

My life as gay part 3 (hard to be in Romania )

Since I can remember, I hate Romania. I hate it for its gray to its misery and mentality, especially for his human development index too low for my taste. There followed then ... study abroad. Now I live in a country where gay families are at the level of the straight, even in a country where there are gay families. The mentality is still lighter. Most of my buddies know me (at home no one knows, for me at least), usually not told them directly, but I resumed to make observations regarding the men in the street "that is super hot , that is a perfect ass. "Given that there are quite effeminate, I do not think it would be very hard to catch anyway. Since I left Romania I was very happy. Much more than I had been satisfied and ever. But though my friends know me gay side is still missing. Even I am facing a very strange situation where some people ask me how it is to be gay, that also means I do not know what to answer. I'm gay, no doubt they can stare for hours at the naked body of a woman without feeling even the slightest desire. I am gay, yes, but do not know exactly what it means to be gay. Instance means sex with men, mean relations of friendship with gay, gay culture is knowledge? Well, I do not have any of these items. I have identity issues because I know very well who I know very well who I am. But that being gay is still an active part of me? I was told many times that I have not yet accepted. I believe, however, attempts are still (few, the lack of patience) to find me someone to complete me, though so far without result. First sexual experience was disastrous, what have I done? I was nice and tried others. I have gay friends, but they know a gay person even try to relate to her but not actually link anything. I do not understand why they are biologically gay (!), But fail to be gay socially.

My life as gay part 2

As i was saying things very both interesting and confusing sometimes,time passed and I got 18. In college in Bucharest, the story continued in much the same tone. Social networks longer had developed. Besides mIRC a "burn" and other parties, but without result. People you know online proved too limited to warrant a meeting in person. During college I made ??friendship with any gay (not like I refused simply did not happen). Somewhere around 19, 20 years, I was told online that are super "old" to be a virgin so that inertia and because of a certain social pressure (everybody around me was talking about sex), I had the first contact sex. Terrible experience. I was laughing to myself as I was buzzing with sex and why? For this? I returned to the state in which I wanted to be gay, what good if not even sex attracted me? As already getting used, I took this issue and put it aside. I put it in a drawer and I lived college years with friends who did not know me, I worked, I petrecarit, learning, drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes as student falls. By the time I finished college I had only two or three sexual experiences to his credit, besides the disastrous beginning and no friend in the true sense of the word gay. Chat with one chat with each other but nothing to be effectively signified friendship. Of course all this time, although I have given great importance to the gay side, I suffered a lot emotionally. I needed to have someone with whom to share aspects of my life to be spoiled, to be loved. When the need became unbearable, I turned to the internet. How every time I went out of the way just uninteresting specimens or low case, repejor immediately grabbed my demons and my patience ends. The gay side was again beautifully laid aside. I do not think I had seen more than 3 movies gay at the time and never had read a book on this topic, though as I am a lover of reading.

My as gay

Hi guys i'm 26 and I realized that I was gay somewhere around 14 am, then, in this world for more than 10 years. Unfortunately, or fortunately, I feel I have not really evolved at all on this plan. I'll do a brief overview of my route to be able to understand what I mean. When I discovered I did not know any gay and although not talking to anyone about this, I knew there was something "abnormal" despicable. We had a fairly long period in which I accepted and I was not very upset that everyone (especially when I thought of my own). In times of high school, was in power mIRC. We go quite often but until 18 years ago when I decided to study in Bucharest, I do not live to be known for more than 3-4 people. Many online conversations proved to be extremely limited and my interest in knowing more than anyone out there was quite low. In the 17 years I had a gay friend (with whom I had a relationship comparable to my friends or straight friends), we have seen several times and rarely talking on the phone. With him I was for the first time in a gay club experience that I "helped" I like even less. Environment that loaded feeling that that club was something unusual, maybe even something illegal, reminded me that what I am, what I represent is not acceptable, but worthy of being condemned. In conclusion, the date that I moved to Bucharest was a virgin and had had very little contact with gay people. During this time we had a more or less normal teenager. Although quite effeminate not really had problems in high school, I had friends, more friends, and my adolescence I lived with them without feeling any kind of deprivation due to lack convieţurii with gay people. What to when I discovered became the focus for me during those four years was set aside. Being gay does not define me, it was just one aspect among many others, equally important fact that we are black or brown eyes (no you do not have to define me since my newspaper contained a gay side : I had not never had sex, did not know many people do not often I related to any gay person, etc.)

When you are young and foulish

I was 22 years old, working a dead-end job, my love life was non-existent, couldn't afford to go to college like the rest of my friends, and because I wasn't making enough money, I had to move back in with my parents. I was desperate to make a change.After living with my folks for a few months, I figured I'd saved enough money to put my plan into action. I said goodbye to family and friends, packed my car, and headed south.I had studied a U.S. map and decided I'd move south to warmer weather; not a huge city, but good-sized; and it was near the Gulf of Mexico. I was excited; I'd do things differently there. I'd get a good job, a nice apartment and meet southern girls and make new friends.I drove for three days, constantly dreaming and fantasizing about what awaited me at my new 'home'. I was going to work hard to be more outgoing and less shy. My shyness hurt me in many ways: I had a difficult time meeting and talking with girls; and I wasn't very assertive with friends and employers. I let people walk all over me. That was going to change!I will tell you more tonight so stay tuned :P

Never too late part 3

Hi guys i am here for you tonight,come in and let's have a blast,i missed you so let me show u s good time.Let me give you something to read now ,as i was saying my subconscious mind had won a little battle that it may have lost to my sharply logical and usually dominant conscious one only a few short months ago.The same logical mind had prevented me from exploring the limits of my capacity to enjoy my own body in the way I really wanted to until then, until I found myself online buying a lifelike dildo and a tube of lube. Thanks DocJohnson and your team of developers for all the fun, for all that the six inches of mulatto, suction-cupped, rubber dong had taught me about the pleasure my arse could give. A pleasure I now assumed to be the norm. I never managed to last more than a week now before I felt the urge to plug myself up with my flexible friend. I had become quite adept at this business after a few initial weeks of experimentation and some discomfort and I could rock on it for ages now feeling the ecstasy build in waves before I boffed up a big load of spunk as I clenched and writhed. Easy as that. I had become a bona-fide cock jockey.Men had always been attracted to my body especially when I was in my late teens when I was at my most androgynous. One of my friends' friends had been quite insistent about wanting me at that time. A few years older than me he was a well-known womaniser who treated his conquests with disdain.

Never too late part 2

Hi guys how are you this fine morning? I am waiting for you in my room hard and ready to feed you those big cum shots so come in.As i was saying i never thought in that particular case that i would do it but my subconscious mind had won a little battle that it may have lost to my sharply logical and usually dominant conscious one only a few short months ago.The same logical mind had prevented me from exploring the limits of my capacity to enjoy my own body in the way I really wanted to until then, until I found myself online buying a lifelike dildo and a tube of lube. Thanks DocJohnson and your team of developers for all the fun, for all that the six inches of mulatto, suction-cupped, rubber dong had taught me about the pleasure my arse could give. A pleasure I now assumed to be the norm. I never managed to last more than a week now before I felt the urge to plug myself up with my flexible friend. I had become quite adept at this business after a few initial weeks of experimentation and some discomfort and I could rock on it for ages now feeling the ecstasy build in waves before I boffed up a big load of spunk as I clenched and writhed. Easy as that. I had become a bona-fide cock jockey.Men had always been attracted to my body especially when I was in my late teens when I was at my most androgynous. One of my friends' friends had been quite insistent about wanting me at that time. A few years older than me he was a well-known womaniser who treated his conquests with disdain.

Never too late

Life's been much easier since deciding to pursue my attraction to men. I'm still attracted to women but since deciding to act on my impulses I have found myself appraising men for their sexual potential more and more. For instance, I was down in Cornwall a few weeks ago dawdling away a morning on the surfing beach at Polzeath:I'm nearly thirty now and have looked after myself. I was a good enough footballer to trial for three pro teams and have never really stopped running or swimming, or something or other, to keep in shape since realising that I wasn't quite good enough to make it and gave up in my early twenties. I could stroll in my tight black swimmies with confidence amongst the, mainly, much younger surfing crowd. I'm not blessed with a big cock but it's reasonably thick and looks good sticking out its hard six inches on top of a nice pair of balls framed by a gingery wisp of pubic hair. I'm virtually hairless on my body in any manly sense. In fact you could believe I shaved my body if I didn't have the pale and peachy complexion that is often associated with skin like mine.I needed to get out of the sun after spending the best part of an hour exploring the beach and I found a seating place outside in the shadows at a cafe near to the surfing school. On reflection it didn't surprise me that I should find myself there in my skimpy trunks because there were three very toned, very tanned, very taught surf dudes of indeterminate age lolling around near to the surf school and attached hire shop, one of whom had caught my eye earlier. From where I was sitting I had a great view of his nicely sculpted torso. It isn't that I had planned it consciously, being there, with this view, with me wearing not very much.

Fight night part 4

Hi guys how are you this fine day,make sure you will look for me tonight so you wont miss the big cum shot i have saved for you.Enjoy my telling and the rest of the day.As i was saying eventually, I realized it was just too damn late to be up jerking off to my buddy's porn. I sure as hell wasn't going to cum all over his desk or floor, and I only had the clothes I was wearing. So I went to bed in their wonderfully comfortable guest room. Fantasies of all sorts bombarded me when I first lay down in my underwear on those soft sheets, but I was so drunk and so tired... I was asleep before I could do anything about them.The following morning was Sunday, and I awoke to bright light sneaking around the blinds of my room. I also awoke to find that the raging hard-on I'd had when I laid down was still in full effect, or had returned. I rolled onto my back and pulled down the soft white sheets to see that my cock was now protruding a good three inches above the waistband of my underwear. I quickly slipped them off and laid there quietly staring at my dick. It throbbed against my belly like a dragster at the starting line. I spied a large mirror over the dresser across the room and got up to have a look at myself. "Not too bad", I thought. "A little skinny.... A little too pale, but I thought my cock more than made up for those shortcomings, and I've heard similar reviews in the past.

Fight night part 3

This is it for tonight ,i will be back online early in the morning so come in and lets take care of that morning wood hehe.Now enjoy my story before u go to bed.I was drunk that night, and already horny. And my erection was getting bored from being gently petted through two layers of clothing, so I unzipped my jeans and opened my fly. Sitting in his home office in the middle of the night, I turned the chair to an angle that I thought might show my cock to anyone watching from the darkened hallway. I still had my underwear on, but there was hardly any point. I had adjusted my cock so it was pointing straight up at my navel and the head was just visible above the waistband.I sat there like that for quite some time, moaning quietly when I saw a particularly nice cock, or any other picture that struck my fancy. I wanted anyone watching to know exactly what I like, because for all I knew, if anyone was watching it might have been him, but it might have been her. Hell... it could have been both of them. I didn't give a shit.... I was just hoping someone was watching.

Fight night part 2

Hi guys i am online for a couple of hours maybe more so come in and lets have a good time.Enjoy reading my story,as we were having a discussion we finally agreed that I would come to his place for a pay-per-view UFC match. He offered to make dinner and said he had a fridge full of beer, so I made the necessary arrangements and headed over.Most of the night was pretty uneventful, partly, I suspect because he hadnt heeded the only men caveat. His wife came home from work shortly after I arrived, and he was in charge of the baby when I got there. After dinner and a couple of matches on the TV, his bride went to bed. With a few beers in me, I decided to test the waters a little. I had to walk in front of him to get to the fridge, so I would vary my gait each time. I would shuffle past with my ass facing him on the way out, crotch on the way back, all the while trying to see if he was sneaking a glance at either one. If he was, he was being very sneaky about it.Just when I thought all was lost, as he was getting ready to go to bed, he set me up at his computer with access to all of his porn. Before long I was looking at image after image of mouths on cocks. Female mouths, granted... but beautiful female mouths on exquisite examples of man-meat. There were plenty of photos of male/female sex as well, but by far the most common pictures were of big throbbing cocks being sucked.

Fight night

I will go for tonight guys so catch up in the morning.Enjoy my little story..As i was younger i had felt the tension for a long time, and for a long time I had wondered if there was such a thing as making a safe move.My capacity to appreciate other men as sexually attractive doesnt bother me at all, mostly because it rarely insinuates itself into real life. Ill have the occasional same-sex fantasy while masturbating, or during a lazy weekend afternoon when Im home alone, but thats usually the extent of it.With one particular friend, a guy Ive known for nearly fourteen years now, there has been what seems to be an ever-increasing boldness in him. He makes no bones about calling me handsome, or gorgeous in front of our wives and friends. Ive always responded favorably, if for no other reason than just to make onlookers uncomfortable. People can be so weird when it comes to expressing sexuality. Even if he didnt mean it sexually, I always took the opportunity as a compliment, and an excuse to be on te edge. Finally, I decided to see if he would be interested in getting together just the guys, preferably on a night when our wives both had other obligations. I just wanted to test the waters. See if he would make a move, since he was always the instigator of the compliments. I actually thought I might be giving him the opening he was waiting for. I thought it would be fun to see what happened.

Fate,can one night change your life? part 10

Hi guys i am here for you tonight and i will be online 3 more hours so come in and let's have a good time ,my big cum shots awaits :P,beside that let me tell you more about what happened.As i was saying we were hot and heavy and I moved slowly, enough to ease the ache without exploding right away. I closed my eyes so I could relive the last few minutes. A few strokes later, my hand was brushed away and Justin's mouth replaced it. He was inexperienced and nicked me once or twice with his teeth, but it didn't matter, it was still one of the greatest experiences of my life. He moved slowly, took me shallowly, but I was so eager already, I quickly came. I tried to warn him, but he continued to move on me. My last protest died with my explosion. I pulsed forever inside his warm mouth. He choked a little from the first wave and pulled away, allowing cum to land on my belly and hip. He reached over the bed and grabbed a towel we had dropped earlier. He cleaned me up a little than pulled the comforter over the both of us as he lay down beside me. He wrapped an arm over me and laid his head on my chest. I had never snuggled before after sex. It had always been a quick cum then out the door. I stroked his back as we drifted off.

Fate,can one night change your life? part 9

Hi guys how are you this fine morning ? this is the last day before my free day then i will be back sunday night so come in and lets have a good time,my big cum shots are all yours :) Let me go on with my story ,as i was saying I laved the surrounding skin, kissing lightly and letting my chin rub against his hole. I moved down, letting my nose nuzzle before using my tongue to lick where he was most sensitive. I expected Justin to be put off, but he moaned louder. I swirled my tongue around him until he started to open, lapping at him with swift, wet strokes. Once opened, I darted my tongue into him over and over while sucking lightly at his ring. He was gasping and moaning, writhing on the bed. After a few minutes, he begged me to stop; he was on edge and needed to trip. I rolled him over and swallowed him whole. He was so thick in my mouth that my jaw ached. I had moved so quickly I didnt think I could get him out without him going soft. I bobbed up and down on him, my lips stretched so wide that the suction was getting stronger with each breath through my nose. Thankfully he was close anyway. Maybe 30 seconds of bobbing made Justin explode in my mouth. He came with such force that his first spurts went straight down my throat. But the last few trickles landed on my tongue and I enjoyed his flavor. He was slightly sweet and quite thick. His breathing slowed and his cock started to relax enough I could pull off him. He had his eyes closed and a silly grin on his face. But until he had cum and relaxed, I didn't realize how close I was either. I lay next to Justin while he recovered and started to stroke my swollen cock.

Fate,can one night change your life? part 8

Hi guys ,i just had a bad day and i hope you all had a great wonderful day so smile and stay positive.Let me tell you more about my story.As i was saying he led me to the shower where we continued to touch and nuzzle each other. It was then that I realized that Justin was a sensual lover. He moved his hands over me, brushing them over my body, teasing and building me up. I couldn't help but think how much his girlfriends must appreciate him in bed. After the soaping and rinsing, kissing and touching, we were both ready to go again. He had been in control from the beginning, but this time, I wanted it. I turned off the water and grabbed a towel and dried him off just as sensuously as we had been touching before. Once dried, I led him back to the bedroom and pushed him onto the bed and covered his body with mine. I wrapped my arms around his back and held his chest to mine tightly. I pulled one of his legs up over mine and ground my cock against his while kissing him deeply. I moved my mouth to his jaw and neck, nuzzling with my cheek what I couldn't reach with my lips. I knew we were getting close to the end, so I pulled back and levered myself on my arms over him. He smiled at me, that great smile that lit his entire face and sparkled in his eyes. I slid enough away so I could roll him over onto his belly. I massaged his shoulders and kissed my way from his neck to his hips. I then laid out a full assault on his ass. I kissed and tasted each cheek before sliding my fingers into his crack. My fingertips, sensitized by the soft hair, they found his puckered hole. With each stroke Justin tensed a little at first. But after a couple of moments, he relaxed and started to moan. When he opened his thighs wide so I could have better access, I lowered my face to his opening and tasted him.

Fate,can one night change your life? part 7

Hello guys :) how are you tonight? i have a good feeling tonight and i invite you to join me on this ride,as i was saying this morning his hand stroked me slowly,building me up to what I knew would be an explosive climax. As he stroked me, I returned the favor. My hand rubbed the head in my palm and the fingers stroked him slowly. I gasped out my pleasure and I soon realized that Justin is a moaner. As he started climbing towards release, he gasped and moaned a lot. He also leaked more than I ever had, his pre-cum lubricating the path my hand took on his shaft. I watched his eyes closely as we pleasured each other. He would close his eyes before a really powerful moan and then snap them back to mine when I would gasp. I watched his face as my hand felt him thicken before he exploded. He grunted loudly before the first flood of release hit my hand. He pulsed five or six times in my hand before closing his eyes and rolling his head flat against the mattress. He didn't stop his motions on me. Throughout his incredible release, he still stroked me. After feeling him cum in my hand, my release was quickly approaching. Ten more strokes and I came violently against his hand. He opened his eyes to watch my face while I came. When the spasms finally stopped, he still kept his hand down my underwear, stroking me every few moments or so. He kissed me slowly before he stood up and pulled me with him.

Fate,can one night change your life? part 6

Hi guys ,rise and shine ,beautiful morning?Let me continue and i am waiting for u in my room...As i was saying Justin climbed on the bed and lay by my side. He had a beautiful body. I was hairier, but he was sculpted better. He reached out to me and we kissed some more. Neither of us were very dominant in this kiss, we lay side by side and kissed each other as equals. He kept running his hands over me, stroking me to the point of madness. I gladly returned the favor. I didn't know how far he wanted to go. I didn't know what he had in mind so I kept waiting for him to lead me. He eventually did. He reached down the front of my underwear --which was quite soaked with my pre-cum. He held me gently at first, exploring me from tip to stem, learning my length and texture as he lightly caressed me. His moving in on me allowed me to discover him. I slid my fingers into his underwear and found his as wet as mine. I felt the head of his cock with my fingertips. He was hot and so very, very hard. His head was huge and almost engorged to painful. He was very thick from the head to the base, not overly long, maybe six or seven inches, but nicely thick, unbelievably thick. I wanted to taste him, learn the flavor of his juices first hand, but Justin had the reins and I wasn't going to rush him.

Fate,can one night change your life? part 5

Hi guys i am back this morning,i am here for you guys so don't hesitate to come in my room and have a good time.As for the story i was saying that we started getting hot and he moved his hands slowly up, fanning his fingers out to cover my pecs with just enough pressure to make me moan. As I opened the last button on his shirt I placed my palms on his warm skin, dusted with the same golden red hair as on his head. I found his nipples and brushed my thumbs over them quickly and felt him shudder under my palms. He pulled off my t-shirt and skimmed his hands over my shoulders and down my back. When he reached the waistband of my jeans, he kept going, smoothing his hands over my butt and pulled me against him. I knew then that he wasn't going to stop because I could feel him hard against me. I leaned in for another kiss and he met me halfway. This time I got to explore his mouth. I got to feel his teeth and lightly rub the roof of his mouth. I caressed his tongue slowly, savoring the warm feeling that was building in my chest. We pulled back and moved over to my bed. He sat me down and pushed me back so I was propped on my elbows. He knelt down and untied my shoes and removed them and my socks. He then reached for the buttons on my jeans and released them slowly before sliding them off, leaving me in a pair of boxer-briefs. He rubbed my thighs as he pulled my pants off me before standing and kicking off his shoes and socks and shucking his jeans as well.

Fate,can one night change your life? part 4

Hi guys ,i am back after my day off ,how are you tonight? Let me tell you more so where were we,as i was trying to get more out of him he grinned at me and nodded. He moved slowly to me and took off his glasses and set them on my desk before cupping my face in his hands. He must have found my beard stubble interesting because he stroked my cheeks a little. He lowered his lips to mine and brushed them across mine slowly a few times. My heart almost burst from my chest as he lowered his lips firmly against mine and flicked his tongue out to lick the seam of my mouth. He didn't lunge right in for a tonsil hunt, he moved slowly as if he had all the time in the world. God, he tasted good; mint and chocolate all in one. Too soon our first kiss ended and he pulled back to look at me.I stood up from my chair and pulled him up too. I stand over him at six-five and I outweigh him by maybe twenty pounds. We are both strong and don't really have any flab on us. We aren't gym slaves, but we are toned and defined. When we were standing, I placed my hands on his chest and felt his heart pounding quickly against my palms as I started to unbutton his shirt. He put his hands at my waist and pushed under the hem of my t-shirt. His fingers felt wonderful as they fanned through the hair on my belly. I was blessed with slightly Italian looks. So I had dark brown hair and almost black eyes. My chest and stomach is covered in dark, shiny, baby-fine hair that thickens in the middle and runs almost like fur from mid chest down into my pants.

Fate,can one night change your life? part 3

Hi to everyone and i hope the sun shines for you today :).As i was saying we did get along great. We had similar interests in movies, music, and books; just about everything. His girlfriend came up on a few weekends and I would make myself scarce so he could have some time with her. All the thoughts I had had of him in a sexual way were gone. During that time, I almost wondered if I was even a sexual being at all. I didn't notice other guys. I never thought about going out and finding some sex. I found myself for those first few months wondering what it was all about. That changed soon enough.Just before Christmas Break, Justin asked me if I was gay. I kept my promise and told him that I was. He just said 'cool' and that was about it. In January, after we had come back from break, he started asking me questions."Hey Marc, what's it like sleeping with a guy?"His question floored me. I sat there, making fish impressions with my mouth until the first flippant thing popped out of it. "Justin, what's it like sleeping with a girl?"He looked at me funny and asked what I meant. I smiled, trying to word my response. "I've never been with a woman and I don't know what it is like, you've never been with a guy." I laughed. "I can't tell you what sleeping with a guy is like because I don't have a similar frame of reference."

Fate,can one night change your life?

Hi guys ,where were we? :)...Junior year started with a new roommate. His name was Justin and he was a cutie. He had gingery hair but without the ruddy complexion of a redhead. There was just enough gold in his hair to keep him from being overly freckled and able to hold a tan in his skin. He was about six-two and I'd say close to 200 pounds. He looked solid and strong. He wore wire-rimmed glasses and his hair was short and slightly spiky around the part. He had gorgeous blue eyes and a very warm smile that lit up his whole face. He moved in his first load of stuff and I sat in my chair at my desk and was struck breathless. Every single fantasy I'd ever had about my perfect man all of a sudden had a face. My pulse raced and my body flushed. I couldn't wait for him to come back, find out of those fantasies were going to come true. But like all fantasies, this one ended. Helping him was a cute, pretty girl of about the same age. His girlfriend, damn it! Well, I put a halt to my thoughts and just concentrated on getting to know this guy I would be sharing a small space with for the next nine months.

Fate,can one night change your life?

Hi guys ,i knew I was gay very early in life. There weren't words to describe it and I wasn't really sure what the words meant in relation to me when I did hear them. But I did know I didn't want to be different. Life is hard enough. So I hid. I lied to myself and denied that I was a sexual creature. Rather than make a choice to lie or sneak around, I simply went without. I found enough pleasure and release with my own hand to survive. So I went off to college a virgin and very closeted. While there I decided to grow and actually live my life. I had three sexual encounters my sophomore year: a sneaked blow job in the research section of the library, a quick, nameless fuck in the bathroom in the biology building, and a mutual hand job under the bleachers at a baseball game. That summer I knew that I wouldn't be able to continue that nameless screwing around. I don't know whether I waited too long to experiment or else I just wasn't meant to go from guy to guy for a simple, mindless release. I didn't even know any of the three guys' names. Thank God I used condoms. So I decided to be honest with the world. I wasn't going to sing out on the rooftops that I was gay, but if asked, I would tell the truth.

Fun at work when i was 18 last part

Hi guys,i hope i find u in a good mood,so let me finish my story here :) As i was saying he then got a condom out of his pocket and dropped his pants. He lifted me up against the table and slid down my pants just enough to uncover my butt. He started to finger my butt. We knew that we didn't have much time before someone would come in there looking for us, so he put on the condom and took me right then and there. I was trying not to moan and I could tell that he was fighting the urge too. His cock was pretty big about 10 inches and thick. He took it as slow as time would allow at first and then he picked up the pace. I felt I had multiple orgasms, shooting several loads as he fucked me. At times he was kissing me as he pounded my butt. I didn't want it to end, but I felt him start to tense up and shake. I knew he was close and then he suddenly tensed and came inside me ending with a slight quiet moan. He kissed me once more, got himself dressed again, fixed his hair and went to the bathroom. I remained there for a moment just thinking about what happened. I cleaned up a bit and pulled up my pants . I went to clock out, and as I was leaving the restaurant he stopped me and said "thank you". He kissed me once more, then I got in my car and drove away. The next day I went into work and looked at the new schedule he wasn't on it. Apparently he had quit. I didn't have his phone number so I stopped, took a breath, and went back to work. Occasionally he would come to Burger King and visit, and get something to eat, but I just said hi and he would say hi back to me.

Fun at work when i was 18 part 3

Hi guys,how are you thsi fine day? Where were we... :) He said that she broke up with him because she met someone else. I told him that if that was the case then she never really cared for him. That seemed to help hem, because before long I had him smiling again. That made me feel happy inside so we went on talking about it and the time came to close the first window. The first window was really just a tiny room where there was nothing besides a table with a register on it and some cleaning equipment. We had to sweep, mop, and clean off the table. Normally we both closed it together because we just wanted to talk more. I went into the room and he followed behind me. I went to the end of the room and turned around to pick something up off the floor, but he stopped me and he brought his lips to mine and kissed me. Never before I had ever felt like that. It was the most memorable kiss I had ever had. Time had seemed to slow just for a second as we made out. He then pushed me against the table and begun to kiss down my neck and chest. He felt over my entire body with his big hands. I was in total shock, but I let him continue to do it. I didn't know what to do, but I finally just started to explore his body.

Fun at work when i was 18 part 2

As i was saying i don't think he ever noticed my attraction to him, And with him being so beautiful I doubted he would be attracted to me of all guys. I'm really nothing special, just your average guy who can probably loose a few pounds. Started getting a routine down I would go to class in the morning and then I would leave college come home change and go to work. Jose closed normally and so did I. So on the days when I knew we where both closing I would get all excited but I didn't know why. I mean, it's not like I thought anything would ever happen with him. Our conversations would very from day to day. Some days we would just talk shit and bitch to each other how we hated working there. Other days we would talk about random things. In one of our little talks I had learned that he had a girlfriend and he really liked her. Sometimes he would come to work all pissed off because of something she did, and I would help him out by talking to him about his problems. I never really shared much about my personal life, but if I was having a problem he was someone I could talk to.One day he came into work and he looked like he was about to cry. I asked him what was wrong when he clocked in but he said he didn't want to talk about it, so I spent most of the day trying to cheer him up and get information from him. He really wasn't in the mood, but the time came for us to close, and as we where putting up the chairs he finally told me. I wasn't expecting him to, but he did.

Fun at work when i was 18

I decided to get my very first job after I turned 18. I went to apply at a lot of places and I was just waiting for a call back. I waited weeks, but finally one day out of the blue, Burger King called me and said that they wanted me to come in for an interview. I went in for the interview and I got the job. It wasn't anything special, just a part time job. On my first day I met this cute guy. At first I thought he was straight. His name was Jose. He was beautiful with short, jet black hair, deep brown eyes, an amazing ass and Latino. He was nice too. I never said hi or introduced myself. I just occasionally looked at him from a distance, mostly every time he bent over or when he would smile. He had an amazing smile, one of those you could just melt into. As time went on of course, as co workers, we talked, mainly while we where taking out the trash or working on the registers. He was pretty cool. We got along great but never once did I even get a hint he was gay. I hated the days when I was working without him because he somehow made the day go by faster.

Funny clown or not? part 2

They wasted no time in shoving their way inside my stall and quickly locking the door. My hands were upon both of them. I looked up at their masked faces and knew exactly what they wanted and they knew what I desperately needed! I kept massaging their growing bulges and felt weak in my knees at the thick outlines their sexy cocks were making against the shiny fabric. I couldn't wait any longer and needed both of their cocks in my mouth!I started to pull down one of their briefs that were on the outside of his costume and his brother hurriedly did the same. Oh fuck! These brothers were definitely gifted! They both sported long, thick cocks that curved downward! I quickly gobbled one into my aching slut mouth. I gobbled down a good four to five inches and there was still more of his cock to be eaten. His brother was patiently stroking his cock waiting his turn to be devoured. I reached over and felt his hand stroking himself. He let go and I took over stroking him with my velvet-gloved hand, he moaned.I gobbled his brother's cock all the way down to the thick base and he started moaning. I pulled back looking up at him but his eyes were closed. I flicked the head of his cock and he opened his eyes, looking down at me. I quickly swallowed him whole again never taking my eyes off his. He quickly grabbed the back of my head and started bucking. I let him ram his gorgeous cock into the back of my throat. Finally I pulled back and turned to his brother's thick meat stick.

Funny clown or not?

It was a beautiful day and i had some wild things in my mind,i walked into clown and i smiled at the gent when he reached and grabbed his crotch. I nodded and he looked towards the door and then entered. I reached for his zipper and pulled out his flaccid dick. I gobbled him immediately and he moaned in delight. I pulled back slowly with his dick in my mouth. His moans of delight were getting louder as his dick started to stiffen and my head bobbing got deeper and quicker. I pulled back and started stroking him which led him to start cumming too. I quickly swallowed him into my mouth and let him finish unloading in my mouth. I lit my cigarette waiting for him to exit the stall, but he balked. He zipped up but was afraid to leave and I was getting very annoyed. I whispered for him to get out and leave me alone to smoke my cigarette but he didnt budge. I took a deep drag, blew out the smoke and unlocked the door and pushed it open. He smiled weakly at whoever was out there in a commode. I gently pushed him out of my stall and he hurriedly left. I peaked out and nearly dropped the cigarette out of my mouth...there were twin brothers both dressed as superheroes. I watched in awe as they finished urinating and then turned and spotted me. I smiled shyly at them and they looked at one another with sinister grins. I quickly dropped my cigarette into the toilet bowl as they started walking towards me and my eyes zeroed in on their bulging crotches.

Join my room

Hi guys,how are you doing tonight,i am here waiting for some action ,you can come in just to talk is you want to,i am a great listener so feel free to join my room and tell me about your wild adventures of about your fantasies i would love to hear about it all,do not be shy ,u do not have to go in private to talk to me.I had a great day at the gym today and i would love to take you guys at the gym with me,it is a very nice place and the sauna,oh man the sauna ,hehe ... low lights,lots of steam ,we can get lost in there,i wuld love to have one of you guys or more ,we can make it a gang bang hehe,and get wild in there,the guys at the gym will hear us moaning and freak out haha.So come in ,i would love to hear your story,tell me if you are single,if you are with someone,if you are married ( i love married men ) ,so yes join my room and let's have a great time,remember that i am here for you so i am always open and listening :).Kisses to you all !Armando.

The party part 2

After my second beer, I made my way to the toilet which was located down the hall. I turned heads of both men and women as I sexily sauntered to the toilet. I slowed my pace a little to see who was entering and exiting the mens room. A sexy guy exited dressed like a scarecrow and I made eye contact with him but he just gave me a quick glance and headed back to the party. Then I felt a nice little slap on my ass and quickly turned around to see who it was. It was the older gent who I danced with, that felt my fake tits. He was more shitfaced now than when we were dancing together.Hallo schatzie (pronounced shot-zee)! he smiled and then pursed his lips at me with the odor of beer emanating from them. I quickly kissed him and he moaned.Want a blow job? I asked coyly.With that he grabbed my hand and led me into the mens room. We walked to the end of the restroom to the last stall door. He pushed at the door to the last stall but it failed to open and he cursed. I whispered into his ear that he had to pay thirty pfennig to get the door open. He dug into his pockets, swaying on his feet, for thirty pfennig. Finally he found some change and held his hand open to me. I fished out the correct change, slid them into the door and pulled the handle to open it. We quickly ushered ourselves in closing the door behind us.

The party

"Fasching" is the German word for pre-Lenten festivities that starts in November and ends before Lent begins. Fasching has lots of parties where the norm is to dress up, dance, eat and drink and have a wonderful time. Some parties have contests for the best dressed, most original or outrageous, etc. One year I dressed up as a French maid. My outfit was hot; sheer black with white trim, lace gloves, bonnet, and fishnet stockings held up by a garter belt and five inch slut heels. I also dropped some serious money on a wig and not a cheap one, I wanted it to look natural. I also found a pair of rubber tits to put inside my top.I left for the party with my lovers Helmut and Johann (pronounced yo-han), who were dressed up as a pair of monks. We got there around 8 pm and the party was in full swing inside of a school gymnasium. It was an eclectic mix of people, old, young and everyone else in between those two age groups. I scouted for cock that I desperately wanted to suck!About thirty minutes into the party and sitting with Helmut and Johann's friends, I was approached by a few older gents to dance with them. I eagerly danced with them and grinded hard against them to feel them. They grabbed my ass, kissed my neck and some even fondled my fake tits! I was having a great time but the five inch slut heels were getting uncomfortable and I had to sit down.

Rejected

I feel so rejected tonight :) is there any guy that wants me in private?

Truth is not always easy to believe

I know, perhaps, that some of you are already bored with "stories" My, but I really seem very exciting, and so therefore I will not stop writing even the fuck. Hehehe, just kidding! From the moment I found out who I am, what I am and what I have felt the destructive potential of desire to tell someone this. To tell the priest? It would be worth it ... Should I tell my mom? If I deny? ... Should I tell my best friend, who at that time I was not so good? Yes, definitely yes! I knew him for 14 years and I was convinced that whatever happens between us he will not tell anyone our secrets although fly freely in my mind the thought that "live my whole life with a person and still not get to meet even the minimum of that person. "I was convinced he would not say anything to anyone because he never had it, but as well know the fact that there is a first time for everything. And one evening, when I sat with him through the gate I said simply: -Alex, I want to tell you something. Yes, says ... what? Tension was growing inside me ... I did not know whether or not it was really the right time to make such a statement about my secret identity, and especially if I chose the right person or not. Before I say what I have to say I needed a conviction for a confirmation from him and that whatever behind my words, our friendship will not change.

The orgy of 300

As i was saying,at the entrance you get a nylon bag,where you put all your clothes, your money, and all the rest. Stay only in socks and slippers. Socks are essential because they are your only handy pocket. There take the gel, condoms, cigarettes, and the poppers what you need; The longer and more spacious, better. Then go to the wardrobe and let the bag, get a marker on the shoulder and you're good number entered. The first stop we made ??at the bar. I get a beer and look around. It's full, full, full! We arrived shortly before midnight and I shoulder number 312 here in the bar drinking and telling the world. They're all naked, but no one seems embarrassed by it. You say I'm to opera in Vienna, not Berlin fuck. I am very curious how is the club, so make mandatory first reconnaissance tour. It looks abandoned industrial warehouse. Rusty tin drums in lieu of meals, tractor tires are thrown here and there, is full of sites hunkering sling through corners, the leather sofa and some sort of cage in the boards, see Lord, have something more privacy. Something later are some cages with metal bars or benches sling them.

Looking for the silver fox part 3

I get depressed every time, so I try to go more often. We found, however, and some people ok, but I liked the physical. Those who attract my attention are completely opposite model you are looking for all ... a gray belly is not exactly ideal many of you know. :) And a man went through life thinking I like, and voice and awkwardness in front of my very nice modernism. And a platonic relationship would please. This a man went through life with which to spend my free time relaxes me and I enjoy somewhat difficult to express. The first thing that you notice is the figure and I despair in videochaturile when everyone asks the broadcaster to show peek 'as if it would be all the same. And dating sites, many have the profile picture of the body part. If so best describes you ... it's sad. I do not understand this world is too dominated by sex. All profile sites are full of pictures that more or less libidinous, all as direct, obsessive, prurient, in your face, sickly explicit tiring. Any discussion is about active and passive, mechanically, like you're in front of a robot that knows three lines if you take it with other instant lose. Terifiaza I thought that you could go through life thinking about bodies and positions only when there are so many wonderful things on this earth.

Looking for the silver fox part 2

A i was saying there followed searches. I mean disappointments, pragmatic and cool in this world. Reached romeo & co. I felt like sausage market. God how depressing. I found with dismay that people fall into a, p and v. No life stories, no hobbies, opinions, dreams, ideals. They just preferred positions and sizes. Romeo even has an icon that's why you can let someone profile during a visit and is called "sex now?" What ineptitude! When you receive a message like: "a p? tomorrow come by, are you sitting? "... I came to throw the monitor out the window and running away screaming in the streets. Adults questions about financial interest me angry, and they may wonder, especially as there are plenty who seek the interest. I hope to find a retiree singed without possibilities and help him him I was no room for questions and doubts ... because from this point of view is ok, loneliness made me to focus on career and gave results . To overcome loneliness and disappointment over I got involved in all sorts of activities, we have helped many people and made a lot of good things that are popular, this little country things of which I did not want to go though probably 90% of the population m -ar sites simply because I get lighter hearted men.

Looking for the silver fox part 1

We all remember the beginning moments when I realized that we are different. Let's say that now is a lighter, more tolerant world is more informed, or if not even too hurried once more to the importance of guidance details a person does not affect anything. But in the 90's, when there is internet, information, discover that you like men was puzzled. Beats, those first discoveries you make a very early age, when it is harder to face if you do not receive the information, a confidant, moral support. It was hard as a young man in the 90s to find that you're different. But what if you discover that you not only like men, but you like the adults older? Ha. Take this as a challenge p. Course followed years of questions without answers, trying to ignore unsuccessful. With the discovery it was clarified tomers. Websites about "silver fox", "teddy bears", "mature admirers" made light of former teenager confused by their inner feelings. It gets better (I see some people still say YouTube). I do not like girls, I like older men. While I met friends with the same preferences and everything went back to normal, if one may say so. There are moments when I wonder where to find attractive where a "mosulet tired" as often characterizes the society of men over 50 do not miss any, go over all the years.

If the soul was a person part 2

His soul misses someone else, sometimes they want to call him but knows that everything will be reduced to a pathetic conversation in which someone else will be back donkey and soul will end up shaking your head and you play along. After you hang up the phone certainly will feel like a carpet that was removed with a clown feet. Soul feels weak, the only thing that I do occasionally talk with him. But until when? Poor he believes assisted thousands of lectures and complaints about the love of Soul, to be saturated, it wants to discuss anything else but the soul continues to tell her. Until one day, when he reaches the limit of "plans" taken a thousand times each and puts his soul in mind it would be appropriate to write to someone else a little letter in which to communicate some things letters once sent will make him feel better. Soul At first it was quite hard to get but after a few sleepless nights and anxiety decided, wrote a few lines ... here's how it sounds: "Bah musíu atotstiutorule, I am soul and I thought it's time to put you in my pussy-keeping with your figure wise. Know that I hurt like you took me for granted and you wiped your ass with me, know that each word stung me that you threw me for free and each sttt which I have groaned when I was a joke. I miss you even when you were with me, that's not romantic, but you say that you saw as you were gone away and think about pink dick to me in any case.

If the soul was a person

Hey guys,i want you to enjoy this lovely evening and read one of my thoughts,i used to write in the past when i had more inspoiration and here is one of my bits about soul and love."I do not know when you stopped me enjoyable. I do not know when it was broken. I think of you only grudgingly that suffer. "These are words that a late October night were crushed to vault Soul seduced him in the dust pain and threw him into the street. Soul, let's head down they gather nothing into a bag of stuff from the house where he built out the door dreams fragile and difficult it was to descend the stairs, thousands of salty tears filled her eyes, trembling legs and blows I feel it in full. How many days do you think Soul has not eaten? How many weeks do you think sleeping soul but cried like a wounded animal? How many months do you think Soul to point the finger in the mirror screaming - you're to blame, Soul, had to ...! Let the ?! Go head and love alone, swallow mojicii, to be a toy that later end up in a dustbin due to boredom (which actually happened). Soul took courage finally decided to forget ... but it was not easy. Heavy words thrown easily who loves hitting twice as powerful, carelessness and indifference is that mold is climbing the poor souls left their black marks smelling. Sometimes dreaming soul that nothing happened, he wakes up clutching the pillow, squeezing it firmly, as he was used to do it with someone else recently. But someone else has seen life look perfect soul, they say he's young and does not want his soul to be the last option, complete these options like you find on every road and everything life offers tray.

Life is not easy but it is fun

I tried to write, I tried to play, but were too timid attempts to consider them a success.  When I was little, I was so shy that even given the simple "Hello" be an ordeal inside. So long was it until you felt that divine forces necessary to find the courage to say what they think. Everything changed after almost 10 years when I met Michael. It was everything I was not. Popular, beautiful fire, always the center of attention, surrounded by many who wanted to be like him or with him. We started to chat on messenger and perhaps my way of being in the virtual world, led me to consider a confidant. Just listen to the advice I rarely feel able to give. At his age, he had a life experience that I could not compete. However, I felt more mature in thinking. Or more conservative, so to speak. One night stand stories , I say we should go out. Said and done, though fear of saying something inappropriate to follow me everywhere. Gradually, I was introduced to his group of friends. In the silence, the smile, the approvals and then conversations. It was so strange that his son and I in the spotlight, or at least not be ignored ... How little man as he must feel man and not the shadow! For this I will always be grateful to him. They say that man is acting out of love or for fear. Over years and years I had to find out that Michael, the most sociable person that I ever met, he just hid in fear of being alone. After all, who would want to be stigmatized under the motto "forever alone"?

Tonight i am here for you

Hi guys ,how are you this fine evening ,i am here waiting for you hard and horny.I am looking forward to hear about your dreams and fantasies,i am here for you,come in my room and say hello and we can go from there.I like dominating horny sluts but i also like romance so either way i got you covered...in cum ,hehe with my big cum shots,so do not miss out on my big loads ,once you see it you will come back for more guaranteed.You don't even have to go in private to come into my room,you can come to talk if you need someone to talk to,i am a very good listener ,at least that is what i been told :P so do not hesitate to come in and say hello .Today was a very beautiful sunny day ,felt like spring ,it remembered me of those spring days when you are waiting for the summer so i enjoyed the sun cos soon winter will come and i hate cold weather,i love snow but i hate cold.Well this is all i can say tonight so come in,join my room and let's have a great wonderful time ,just you and me.Kiss you all,Armando. :)

My life as gay conclusion

That is all about me good and bad,in conclusion, I would like to know how to become gay. Long ago I have trouble accepting. I love being gay, I like to be different and I think the mixture of intelligence and empathy that are fitted (sorry for the lack of modesty) is due to the fact that they are gay. I can not imagine I'm straight and at the same time as intelligent and open-minded. I identify with the feminist movement and the achievements of LGBT social movements that have occurred in recent years. I wish and fight for a world without discrimination. I am pleased with everything I've achieved and, as I said, I have acute needs for sex. I used to have acute needs to feel emotions, but I removed. We built a wall around my emotions of a relationship together. For others, keep open, I love friends, I suffer I'm glad of heart for them, cry more maudlin movies etc. The wall is not high enough yet, and from time to time, echoes the need to sleep in the arms of someone to wake me up with someone, someone to kiss and even sex with someone very dear to me.

My life as gay (hard to be in Romania )

Since I can remember, I hate Romania. I hate it for its gray to its misery and mentality, especially for his human development index too low for my taste. There followed then ... study abroad. Now I live in a country where gay families are at the level of the straight, even in a country where there are gay families. The mentality is still lighter. Most of my buddies know me (at home no one knows, for me at least), usually not told them directly, but I resumed to make observations regarding the men in the street "that is super hot , that is a perfect ass. "Given that there are quite effeminate, I do not think it would be very hard to catch anyway. Since I left Romania I was very happy. Much more than I had been satisfied and ever. But though my friends know me gay side is still missing. Even I am facing a very strange situation where some people ask me how it is to be gay, that also means I do not know what to answer. I'm gay, no doubt they can stare for hours at the naked body of a woman without feeling even the slightest desire. I am gay, yes, but do not know exactly what it means to be gay. Instance means sex with men, mean relations of friendship with gay, gay culture is knowledge? Well, I do not have any of these items. I have identity issues because I know very well who I know very well who I am. But that being gay is still an active part of me? I was told many times that I have not yet accepted. I believe, however, attempts are still (few, the lack of patience) to find me someone to complete me, though so far without result. First sexual experience was disastrous, what have I done? I was nice and tried others. I have gay friends, but they know a gay person even try to relate to her but not actually link anything. I do not understand why they are biologically gay (!), But fail to be gay socially.

My life as gay

As i was saying things very both interesting and confusing sometimes,time passed and I got 18. In college in Bucharest, the story continued in much the same tone. Social networks longer had developed. Besides mIRC a "burn" and other parties, but without result. People you know online proved too limited to warrant a meeting in person. During college I made ??friendship with any gay (not like I refused simply did not happen). Somewhere around 19, 20 years, I was told online that are super "old" to be a virgin so that inertia and because of a certain social pressure (everybody around me was talking about sex), I had the first contact sex. Terrible experience. I was laughing to myself as I was buzzing with sex and why? For this? I returned to the state in which I wanted to be gay, what good if not even sex attracted me? As already getting used, I took this issue and put it aside. I put it in a drawer and I lived college years with friends who did not know me, I worked, I petrecarit, learning, drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes as student falls. By the time I finished college I had only two or three sexual experiences to his credit, besides the disastrous beginning and no friend in the true sense of the word gay. Chat with one chat with each other but nothing to be effectively signified friendship. Of course all this time, although I have given great importance to the gay side, I suffered a lot emotionally. I needed to have someone with whom to share aspects of my life to be spoiled, to be loved. When the need became unbearable, I turned to the internet. How every time I went out of the way just uninteresting specimens or low case, repejor immediately grabbed my demons and my patience ends. The gay side was again beautifully laid aside. I do not think I had seen more than 3 movies gay at the time and never had read a book on this topic, though as I am a lover of reading.

My life as gay

Hi guys i'm 26 and I realized that I was gay somewhere around 14 am, then, in this world for more than 10 years. Unfortunately, or fortunately, I feel I have not really evolved at all on this plan. I'll do a brief overview of my route to be able to understand what I mean. When I discovered I did not know any gay and although not talking to anyone about this, I knew there was something "abnormal" despicable. We had a fairly long period in which I accepted and I was not very upset that everyone (especially when I thought of my own). In times of high school, was in power mIRC. We go quite often but until 18 years ago when I decided to study in Bucharest, I do not live to be known for more than 3-4 people. Many online conversations proved to be extremely limited and my interest in knowing more than anyone out there was quite low. In the 17 years I had a gay friend (with whom I had a relationship comparable to my friends or straight friends), we have seen several times and rarely talking on the phone. With him I was for the first time in a gay club experience that I "helped" I like even less. Environment that loaded feeling that that club was something unusual, maybe even something illegal, reminded me that what I am, what I represent is not acceptable, but worthy of being condemned. In conclusion, the date that I moved to Bucharest was a virgin and had had very little contact with gay people. During this time we had a more or less normal teenager. Although quite effeminate not really had problems in high school, I had friends, more friends, and my adolescence I lived with them without feeling any kind of deprivation due to lack convieţurii with gay people. What to when I discovered became the focus for me during those four years was set aside. Being gay does not define me, it was just one aspect among many others, equally important fact that we are black or brown eyes (no you do not have to define me since my newspaper contained a gay side : I had not never had sex, did not know many people do not often I related to any gay person, etc.)

Goodnight guys

I will see you in the morning after 7 AM ,look me up,big hugs and kisses,Armando.

I am always ready

Hi guys what can i say ,i am here in my room waiting for a good time,you know i enjoy talking with you and having a good time,i actually have my cock hard and my balls full ,you know i love to cum those big load with 10 ropes of nice load so i invite you on this ride with me and we can swim in the sea of love together,tell me about your fantasies and i will take you there,i love hearing of unusual fantasies but most of all i enjoy cumming big loads and i know there are some hungry mouths out there ready to be filled with my creamy big load,it is actually very tasty and sweet ,my cum that is and i love tasting it after i cum,i don't know about other loads but mine is sweet and i would love to do a 69 and cum at the same time ,that would be so hot,then after we cum we can go in the shower,man i love wet skin and also i would love to soap you real good then hold you in my arms and feel that sliperry body.Well this is is and i am waiting for you in my room,hard and always ready to please you.Armando.

I am a handyman

Hi guys,how are you doing tonight,let me tell you about another side of me,yes i am a handyman and i do everything around the house ,i helped my parents renew the house and i love doing all the work.When we renovated the house I am trying to install stuff so to make life easier. A healthy insulating a boiler smarter, light sensors to keep lights burning mad ... at the time I got there I knew that respecting and wallet, though. Meanwhile ... things have changed, so if you can incorporate technology renovated house where a few years ago could only dream about, and without spending money beyond measure.Thermal power plants, for example, have come to know through the Internet to communicate with the head of the house. Can be turned on or off, they can change the set temperature can remotely transmit information about the circuit (temperatures, pressures and problems). Plants themselves are the same, just that they have some automation modules and a net connection. The price is slightly higher but not overwhelming ... chances are worthwhile. We have no way but the next update, over some time, I'd ask. Laminated glass. When we renovated I really wanted this. Back then sticking some special sheets. The problem was hallucinating price. I do not remember how but I know that in one of the rooms almost double the price window. Plus the inevitable bubbles. I said step. Now there is a much better, more effective, tested and guaranteed by a manufacturer of building materials known for investments in innovative technologies: Saint Gobain. The idea is that you do not need to complicate wrong, you have safety glasses store or order directly workshop where you command and windows, just specify that you want laminated glass window.

An old friend,Alin

Alin is a friend I met in a bar a year ago ... After many stories, fights, funny conversations, meetings ... We have reached a time when I did not hear one another ... So into One day when I wrote him a letter. I asked for coffee, because work started ... At first he refused but eventually accepted .. We met on a Friday, and I went to a local bar near our location,we live pretty close one to another .. I take my coffee, he cold cola with ice .. while beam's beauty stole his eyes .. blond hair and a smile that naive recucerisera me .. M ve apologized, and went to the toilet. When I wanted to get out, open the door of the toilet and I see Alin entering, smiling at me and pulling my eye. Close the door and I say, 'I know you want me! I saw you looking at me ... I know you miss me petting!' saying that lifted her shirt showing belly with an outline of squares. driving me crazy! I started to kiss without raspiram until I could. felt like his tongue makes its way through my mouth .. My hands caressed 's ass soft ... I went to the abdomen that was just part of long hot kisses that makes dick to wake up. I unzipped her jeans and pulled them down his cock making way impressive at his age. after I kissed the wonder I started to suck, trying to take it all in her mouth ... Ahh .. that taste is back in my mouth ... I raised slightly, kissed me and then put his knees before me and started sucking my dick ... I can say what a master in this art. knows to give you an indescribable pleasure ... I love him we sat in position 69 and we gave each other pleasure. minutes after we arrived full of mutual sucking elated .. we got up and we kissed again, rubbing each other's dick until we have reached ejaculation .. They also followed about 5 minutes of sweet kisses ... I left the bathroom together, I paid the consumed and left. I drove up to him in the neighborhood where I took the bus ... The way she listened to the story even if I was not careful about what you said, but I like to listen to talk ..

Good evening guys

Hello guys,how are you tonight? i hope you are hard and horny craving for my big load because i am here for you guys ,i want to make your fantasies come true and i love to hear about your fantasies ,about your fetishes and your wildest dreams,tell me about it and let's make it happen guys,i am ready to make your day ,night ,evening,let's make it happen,i am hard and ready and my balls are full,i always cum big loads and you will only want more,satisfaction guaranteed,you can check my reviews and see i am the real deal ,i enjoy cumming big loads and i do not waste your time with undressing unless you want a strip show but usually i get right into business jerking hard my uncut cock.You do not want to miss my big load ,i would love to take you hard from behind ,cum a big load inside your tight hole then see the cum dripping out and if we could do this in a shower that would be awesome ,i love wet skin and i would love to soap you real good then hold you in my arms from behind and feel your slipery body and then my cock will slide inside you stretching that tight hole.Come in my room and let me tell you more.

Hey it is not spam i actually wrote this ,are you serious???

Hello guys how are you doing this fine day?My day is good ,at least that is what i set my mind to because i always try to stay optimistic about any given situation about any day no matter how it starts because if you are a positive guy you can only atract positive things and that works the same with being negative and grumpy attracting negative things so make sure you have the right attitude about anything and everything haha:D.On the other part fall is here and soon winter,man i used to love winter,i mean i love winter now but it is hell when you have to drive in 2 meters snow and icy roads,i hate it but winter is a great reason to wait so impatiently for spring ,it is like that saying sunshine would not be so loved it it would't be rain so winter is fun but i am not a guy that loves cold weather ,i rather have a hot sweaty summer then a cold winter,in the summer there are ways to cool yourself at the pool or drinking some fresh cold water or any beverages you prefer.Anyhow it is a fine day and i invite you on the positive journey that i am taking every day,stay positive and things will happen,good things,kiss you all and i wait for you for a good time in my room,Armando.

About myself ( not spam)

Hello,what can i say,i just want to tell you about myself,i see that if i try to tell you guys a story it is not always aproved,i like sexual fantasies and i am a very romantic guy but also wild ,i like to be top and i like to dominate.I like married men that turn into sluts and also those str8 guys that are craving for a cock in their mouths,there is nothing more exciting then seing a str8 guy desperate for cock haha,i think it is that feeling of having a hard cock in your mouth,it is so intriguing that even if you are str8 you would like to know how it feels to have a cock i your mouth and some of the str8 guys don't hesitate trying it.I would love to make love on the sand,i love the seaside ,wish i had a house near the beach.We have nudist beaches here in Romania and i like making love on the sand or maybe chase str8 guys with our hard cocks and freak them out haha.Well that is a bit about myself,feel free to join my room and we'll have a great time,tell me about your fantasies ,your fetishes.Love you all,Armando.

Back in the van

To end the story let me tell you how we went at it.It was starting to get dark and cold outside. He pulled up in a large van - the old-fashioned kind with no windows in the back. He had an intense hungry look. "Hop in the back," he said as someone opened the sliding back door. I started to climb in and a guy pulled me in beside him on the bench seat. He looked like an old farmer, or someone's granddad from the country. The plaid flannel shirt that covered his round belly and big chest was open at the top, showing a mat of white chest hair. His eyes twinkled, and as he pulled me close his warm scent drifted into my nose. Another guy slammed the door shut and sat down next to me. "He looks good," he said eyeing me like a toy. This guy was little younger than the first - maybe forty, and muscular.This had all happened so fast I was a little disoriented. I looked up to my friend and realized there was another guy in the front on the passenger side. He was sitting sideways, and he looked at Mike and said, "Oh yeah, this'll be fun." Mike looked in the rearview mirror at me and said, "We're gonna take turns driving this van around. While one of us is driving, the other three are gonna fuck you."

Back in the van

I had met a guy one night, looking for sex. We had a deal: he was in charge. He respected my limits, but he was in charge. He was nasty and twisted, and I mean that in the best way.The first time we arranged to meet up to check each other out and see if there was chemistry, he had me go to a family-oriented restaurant in a suburb of our town. I thought maybe it was because he might be a little closeted or worried about safety or something, but I realized later it was so I would be more embarrassed when he treated me like I was his punk.He pushed it just enough so the staff gave us weird looks. I felt humiliated and totally turned on. When he got me back to his place, he took me inside and told me I had to decide if I was going to stay and be fucked or if I was going to leave and not see him again. Needless to say, I stayed.He was a pretty big man, with a heavy build. Deep chest, thick around the waist, real meaty arms and legs. He was built like a football player, but twenty or thirty years past his prime. In the restaurant, he looked like he could be waiting for his wife to show up from the mall, but once he got me home, he seemed like a lion licking its chops over prey. He put me through the works pretty good, and when he finally pushed his cock inside my ass, he pressed his hand over my mouth to stifle my yelp and muttered filth in ear. His mouth was hot and his beard brushed against my neck, and I felt his hairy body rubbing against my back as I was crushed to his mattress.

My dream

Hello everyone :) to more easily understand what I have to say for myself are very private kind of person are adept adventures I've always preferred to have relationships so that in 11 years when I accepted I had several relationships with large intervals between them and one adventure that you will tell that she was supposed to be a meeting for a possible start relationship but actually turned into an orgy. Have happened in August 2012 Wishing my partner and stand on a very popular site long enough desire to descoperi'Jumatatea 'I came in contact with a guy I communicated some time and I fell in agreement to live meet him in town so I went to a town in England where he lived in an early Saturday morning ready or prepared (findca way related to addressing though not effeminate but in private, especially during not only sex but I like to address female) for a new relationship as the person that I knew I could encounter. We arrived around noon with emotions and many butterflies in my stomach ... I was greeted by a guy from EL 23 to 24 years well done professional men working at the gym Macan master him self but the kind of man who knows what he was waiting for me with a slick smile like a man possessed him in whose presence you feel safe protected in a word puts you in motion and feel as the rest does not matter the kind of man that I think every gay wants .I passive decided together to go to a hotel where I was to check in and where we expect to have something he said findca relatives visit hoping to escape quickly and we can see .... we rented room and I had a shower I had about 2 beers. ..intre time passed about 3:00 ... Write us when he said as little delay

My roommate Misu

As i was saying we were so into it ,it was something i had never experienced before and i felt happy.When we were in bed I always worked extended tongue as I did not see him disappointed once the heat of passion would have subsided. To my delight and surprise, after she collapsed back on the pillow, said: "I thought I could be so good with a boy! I got my foot a few times I've wandered sleeping girls, but I never dreamed of that. could you ever do this another time? "Speaking as an innocent boy from the country. "I could always!" I replied, I climbed up on him and prodding him to fuck tool stomach sweat and hard. Instead I denounce to the world, he gave me half a chance to show what I can do; I was not going to let it slip through my fingers such an opportunity. I continued to kiss her sexual education 101, 210 and Language Futaiul 69 was a very good student! The highlight of the evening was when I lay on the bed with his ass on his pillow and I have directed huge dick between my buttocks. At first it was not very sure whether to fuck me, but after I pulled a condom dick desire to win. I told my tube of lubricant to use his body and anointed me asshole thoroughly, then put on a condom healthy on his dick. Initially it was feared that it hurt me, but I started with binisorul. When my ass was relaxed a little, opening to receive his thick dick, he treated me like an angel, like freezing for a few seconds to give me the time to get used to me. No man until he did not show me much tenderness and consideration.

My roommate Misu

That night, when he went to sleep, and I went to take a shower. Besides the fact that I wanted to be fresh when you make the move, he wanted to sleep in the meantime. My plan was to exploit the clap night. About all the guys our age have erections during sleep several times a night, so hopefully it will be a good opportunity and natural to begin. When I returned from the shower, he breathes slowly and only half a sheet covering his leg. Pula's almost shining, it was so beautiful; balls he sat quietly between his legs, looking like that just keeps me from their wealth of cream. I wanted him to sleep deeply and wake him fuck alone. I had waited too long. Pula began to be filled and to rise slowly, inch by inch, up from a prone position. Yet it was time to intervene. I wanted to make sure that it is customary to sleep with an erection. Not long after, he started to fuck him-nmoaie. I left knees beside him and felt the smell. Almost touching her lips balls, my mouth began to water at the smell of the hidden parts. I got up to watch that gorgeous dick up near my lips and just as gently, I began to kiss him.

My roommate Misu

As i was saying he is like an angle hi golden blond hair on his body was thin and delicate and form a sort of aura of light imperceptible covering her chest and legs. Moisture chest from jogging his dark blond fuzz on pectoral muscle revealed two large plates. The two nipples rugged mountains appear as rosacea on this plain. The right navel aura that dusty blond hair began to îndeseasca and his curly flocii makes me simply swallowed. Pula's huge, perfectly proportioned, resting on one of the legs. Unlike other dicks cut about face, he's had the same colored uniform from base to head. And the head was the henchman have a perfect shape and only one shade darker than the pink sensual nipples. Under the smooth skin of the testicles are two wizards rich chestnut cream, ready to erupt. I figured just as beautiful smoothness of the front of his body was the same and the back and his ass, but I could not see it without it being made ??to return. Since that time, whether I was awake or asleep I could not see anything but him. After a month of torture sexual fantasies with him, but not to approach him, however, I realized that for me there is only one alternative that made ??sense: I had to have it. If he was not gay, it would be moved elsewhere and probably would have cried my secret to the world from a roof. Most of the home would have believed me, for I had kept dick to respect the campus in the past three years, and he was the new guy here. Perhaps some still would have seen worse, but at this point in my life I have been able to show my ass in parliament or on national television just to it can have Misu. The fatal day, when I saw that and put the towel around and heading for shower, I had planned.

My roommate Misu

Let me tell you about my roommate,he was such a sexy guy.His eyes sparkled when he smiled. His hair was blond and curly often in rings, and his body was that of a virile male sex appeal. Although his way of being, innocent and friendly, it was not itself seductive, that I could not stop feeling like I fucking school in his presence. After all, I guess it was the beautiful blue eyes that I conquered. He had come to the end of the semester a month ago to bring me news that was to be my new roommate. I knew it was o'ncurc with it, although I keep hidden secret from everybody, not jeopardize my future in my career. May occasionally walking through the park or a swimming pool with sauna and that I maintain the image of so-called 'healthy' because refrain from making love for scholars. Misu's transfer from the University of Bucharest Iasi changed my life but the worst. Briefly made ;out in the bushes was not enough; My occupation base was now to do my paw. Our rooms were small, ie English, no separate study hall, I think the economics of space. The room was a bunk bed, a desk with two seats facing each other, two drawers and a wardrobe. The office was placed near the wall opposite the bed, so no matter what part of his state, were always within reach of the bed. Because it had been the first in the room, obviously I chose the top bunk and the bottom of Misu had left him. Often when trying to learn, he returned to running, take off sweaty clothes and put them to bed. His body seemed mesmerized me. Thinking that maybe it will be a disappointment for me that I will heal this state of trance, I let my eyes again to look at him as I lay in bed, so naked.

Me being virgin

I was getting letter when i used to work at the radio station and we were doing a talk show about gay men.The reference to being a virgin was not over looked by my admirers. Theletters were filled with quips such as "Virgin my ass!" or "Virgin? There'sroom for a General Omnibus in that ass!" Apparently there are still plentyof believers. Another letter stated, "Your deflowering" caused an orgasmthat came deep from "the center of my brain down through my toes." Anothersaid the thought of his "big dick sinking into that gripping tight virginbutt-hole" brought on an ejaculation that was "sweeter that a hit of puresugar." There are splotch marks across that letter. Jet's pretty sure thatthe man jerked off over the letter before he sent it.Let me tell you Jet is no virgin. Better, he has complete control of thoseanal muscles. He has squeezed down so tight on my throbbing prick I thoughtit lucky it didn't bruise.Another lad named Jason wrote:"I snuck out of bed and down the hall to the living room because I heardthe TV going and Trenton my older brother and his longtime friend Gary weremaking a commotion. They were drunk or high or something because they keptlaughing and rough housing.Mom and Dad were away for the weekend and they left Trent in charge. Iquietly hid around the corner in the hallway as I watched theirbanter. They both had thrown their shirts off. Both Trenton and Gary wereon the school soccer team and are very fit.Trenton between laughs grabbed the TV remote and said, "You gotta seethis," and a movie began to play. Trenton pushes Gary back onto thecouch. They immediately turn in toward each other and begin rubbing eachother's chest and abs muscles even lightly tweaking the nipples.

My first black cock

Well, I was 18 years old and fresh out of high school. Horny as hell, constantly jerking my cock at porn, thinking about girls (I was actually pretty straight at this point) and trying to fuck as many girls as possible. I had hooked up with a few guys too, but they were cross-dressing sissies so I was always the masculine top when we hooked up. Anyhow, this story is about the first time I was the submissive bottom bitch, to a hot well endowed black man...It was a hot, hot weekend in suburban San Diego, and I could not stop jacking off. I had recently gotten really into tranny porn and could not stop looking at it! And beating off of course too...They were the epitome of beauty to me; feminine curves and face with massive cocks and balls, YUM! Anyhow, it was early on Saturday, probably around 9 am, and I woke up with a massive hard-on. I couldn't believe it, I just finished jerking it like 3 times last night to the nastiest shemale porn ever...Uggghhh!! I couldn't jerk off again I was thinking...I need to find a real tranny! I remember reading somewhere that trannies love hanging out at nude beaches, so I decided to hit up the infamous Black's Beach in La Jolla! Having just turned 18, I felt the time was ripe to hit up a nude beach anyway, and who knows, maybe I would find that tranny of my dreams...

1st time with a vibrator last part

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1st time with a vibrator

About when i was 18 I found that when I masturbate I love to penetrating anal. From then until today I used objects but a few days ago bought a vibrator dimemsiuni miam maricele. Today miam for sal test done to see what may so put miam shemale porn. Of course already Watching those pictures dick was ready for action right asshole named only as something to gaureasca.nu after mjlt time began to appear on semen cock head perfect for lubricating my hole. So lam tight little hole that has burned miam anointed happiness and took sal vinratorul I started walking around it, that feeling when you are playing someone | dick is at your ass and you want to go give her torment you. We continued price some minutes but I resisted and started easily sami vibrator inserted in fumdulet after ajums quite deep iam turned on vinratii felt like whole body vibrating cock began to zemuiasca of plentiful ingestion. My ass was asking me to start the action so high mam lam ass vibrator positioned on the floor and I was sat in it as imceput ocurva imaginandumi insatiable dick like a transsexual is under me I felt that I can finish

My neighbor Jason

Our former neighbors in the rental house next door to us were a real pieceof work. The husband was deployed with the military in Iraq (bless thetroops for their heroic work) and it was the wife and the little ones that lived there.No matter what we said or did in terms of trying to be friends with them wasto no avail. They were not amused living next to a gay couple and showed itin the unfriendliness and unwillingness to even be social.We were relieved when they relocated to Texas after his term was over.When Jason and his wife, Diane moved into the rental house next door, it wasa breath of fresh air. Both of them were school teachers and Diane wasexpecting their first baby. They moved in on a temporary basis while theirhouse was being built. Diane was very nice and friendly, but Jason was anabsolute hunk. He was in the Army reserves and had just come back fromIraq. He was a little shorter than I - about 5'6" and a muscular 145 or so.He had beautiful red hair in a crew cut and it extended over his whole bodyalthough he clipped it short. He occasionally wore a short van dyke, butwould shave it off when he had his monthly reserve duty. He had a majorbulge in those nylon shorts he was so fond of wearing around.

The draw

The draw I have been appointed to begin the first series of penalties and onset prove me happy. I scored in all 10 of the shots he missed the first series and the first percent. So I won the first set. Then I won the second and now I was sure of victory. But I relaxed in the third set and I lost. He then won the fourth with great emotions and the situation became exciting. In the fifth set took more shots, one of each. I kicked myself first and I scored, then scored himself. I then kicked me and ... bar. In the last kick executed by him made ??me so thin and ends with the victory of the set and the game. Fuck me and now I was in their hand. After Kenyan exulted with joy, the owner invited us to his villa room which was near. All was ready for fucking. At first owner invites us each separately to the bathroom. He had four bathrooms so each had the fourth watch for training. I completely shaved, I sprayed, I fragrant and I oiled body throughout the body. I trimmed and made ??my nails and toes purple nail polish. I trimmed and I gave the ointment pink cheek. I found some white suspenders with pink roses embroidered on the ankle and thigh and also women gloves white embroidered violets. I put chains around his neck, right wrist, waist and left ankle. Then I got dressed and I met her in the bedroom. - Undress boy said owner. I made ??when I was naked all the remaining mask. And began caressing me then I squeezing balls and penis easily, causing me a mild pain in the testicles but exciting.

Trip

It was a Friday and we were in a trip with classmates ... tonight is all in the cabin and a teacher says to enter the room ... we sat camera.ne each June in each bed that was about 12 half tonight .. horror movies are starting to vb each tells unu` and eventually reach the vb vb discussions about sex and other sleep I was awake I and another colleague ... and he starts to say about his girlfriend having sex anal she and etc ... I nodded and asked how it feels to have anal sex ... if it's cool or not, and he says it's super exciting to put toata.si after much vb I tell if he wants to do anal sex with me, and he said he'd like to have incerce.nu ahead and went to his mother in bed slowly as to not wake the others and went under the covers and then he easily mia boxers pulled down then put the finger mia asshole ... and I simtzit dupaceia something warm on my hole was trying to penetrate me ... I grabbed miam back and iam taking cock in hand and I guided it into the hole after which came slowly over to me in the ass I had sex after he finished 10min in my ass without nimic.iam say I told you to let me go to the bathroom to wash my ass as I was still with sperm .He said he comes to wash his penis ... I entered the shower ... no I did not get Makar to wash that came over me and said mia anal sex with me was extravagant

After my breakup conclusion

I he was going wild I pushed scared. He had sex with a man inclined towards. With a firm hand pushed me back, back. He put his hand to his mouth and continued what had begun. My feelings were defeated contradictory pleasure, the pleasure of oral done clumsily, but with the desire to make me feel good. I pulled his cock out of his mouth, in the second powerful jets of sperm coming out of me. I sprayed on the face, lips. He gathered a little sperm on his lips and he put it in his mouth. - You tasty, you know? Help me I'm done! While I was producing pleasure and a busily rubbing over. I masturbated slowly. It was the first time I touched another man. I was excited by what had happened, but I wanted to finish it. He came and end with abundant ejaculation. We have collected some sperm from him and gave him to taste. - You're as tasty as me? - No, you're really sweet! - We need to talk, but I prefer to talk in the morning, not now. Morning came soon enough. He was awake many hours before me. I do not know if he slept. I expect the chair, the coffee made. Smoke nervous, excited, scared. - Excuse me! I do not know what was in my mind. - Tell me, what was it? - It was not by chance. For a long time appreciate what you do for me, as you are with me, as you try to make me forget ... for a long time I wanted to kiss you, touch you, to have you, but I had no courage. Sleeping beauty and I felt I had to try. Was close to me and kissed me. I rejected. I was not prepared for this. He understood, apologized and sat down at his coffee, just thoughtful. I went near him, I took his chin in her hand, looked into his eyes and I said I liked his initiative, provided pleasure and desire to repeat. She started to cry softly ....

After my breakup

A few months after my breakup, I was with my best friend, a guy 4 years older than me. And he, like me, betrayed in love, try to look at everything with a bottle of strength. This bothered me. You see how it degrades every day. My pain was lower compared to his. I spend my nights with bottle of gin with me, with ashtrays full of cigarette butts and eyes red from crying. I wanted to help him, to pass more easily this time, trying to spend more time around him, do not let him drink that extra glass, glass that you put into a deep depression and more. Sometimes he remains weekends. Dizzy from so many countries, I propose to finish glasses of gin and tonic, we take a shower and we're getting to sleep, the next day he wanted him out of his state with a night out. After long shower, I put in the bed next to him. Asleep. Sleep tight, quiet. I fell asleep instantly. Sleeping, dreaming beautiful. I dreamed of having sex with my ex girlfriend. I felt a warmth in the body, an excitement. I dreamed of those beautiful breasts, that bum that I cause pleasure whenever we enter it. I dreamed that finish and hand instinctively went down to collect, do not ejaculate. I thought I self pollution. I was not at the age to have such feelings. I got him .... and I woke up instantly. His tongue, his lips kissing my glans, then swallowed whole.

Falling in love part 4

I'm not sure if my mind has ever been this chaotic. There's only ever been one point in my life when I wondered if I was headed for a nervous-breakdown. I'm feeling that way again. The difference between then and now is that now, it's happening at the beginning of the relationship. Then it was asthe relationship was ending. In fact that was at that point when Irealized that I was not completely worthless.Now don't get me wrong, I'm not feeling suicidal. Even back then, I had thoughts, but I don't think I ever could have done myself in. I considered lots of different things. I was in a bad situation and I knew I needed to get out, away from him, but it took me years to realize that. Three years, actually, and another nine months before I got out. I did a lot of things in that time, and not all of it was bad. It was a classic roller-coaster ride. There were both high and low points. And at first, there were more highs than lows, at least that's how I remember it.I remember the first time I saw him, like it was yesterday (although the older I get, the more I feel like I can remember yesteryear much moreeasily than yesterday). He was, well, he was tall dark and handsome, even if he leaned more toward the more the rougher side of handsome. He was also, in my eyes anyway, grown-up already.

Falling in love part 3

As i was saying u r always in my mind.When you told me you were falling in love with me, I believed you, I honestly and truly believed you. When he first said that to me, while a part of me so desperately wanted to believe him, that in away I did, I still had my doubts. At the time, I chalked it up to myhorribly low self-esteem. I didn't love myself, so, I reasoned, how could anyone else love me. Not too much has changed in all these years. Right now, I'd have a much easier time telling you that I love you, than I would telling the same to myself. Although all these years later, I do know thatI'm not completely worthless. It might be uncomfortable to tell myself, `I love you." But I usually don't have much of a problem saying, "Hey, I really do like you." I'm working on it, and one day I'll be there. This letter is actually a part of my healing process. That shrink also told me that I should write about my past, even if I never showed it to anyone. Again, I thought she was full of shit. Yet here I am, pen in hand and two paragraphs on the page. Whether or not I'll ever give this to you, well, time will tell. I'm not even sure what all I should put down here. I mean, memories are flooding back to me by the minute, hell, by thesecond.

Falling in love part2

I had a shrink once tell me that our feelings are simply there, thatwe have no control over them and therefore, we should never regret them. I thought she was full of shit. But now, I'm starting to wonder if she was right. She also told me that it would make me feel better if I opened-up and talked about my feelings. I told myself that was a bunch of shit too,even though I knew she was right. There are things I've never told anyone. Things I've been ashamed of for years. Things I've tried to forget, and even though I was sometimes able to fool myself into believing that I had, I never could. And for some reason, the more I've gotten to know you, themore I've been thinking about my past. Memories that have been buried-away in the deepest, darkest, dustiest parts of my mind for over twenty years are resurfacing. Oh sure, they've popped up here and there over the years, however it's never been too much of a problem to shove them back down and lock them up. But then you came along. At first, I thought that you just reminded me of someone I used to know. Someone I thought I loved. SomeoneI thought loved me. But the more I think about it, the more I'm realizing that you aren't anything like him. Well, that's not entirely true. I can't deny the similarities, even if it is easier to focus on the differences. And the biggest difference is that I actually can tell thatyou care about me.

Falling in love

I may be falling in love so this is all about my feelings.The first thing I need you to know is that I think I love you, too. But I also need you to understand how much that thought terrifies me. The only thing love has ever gotten me was hurt, and I swore to myself that I would never let myself get hurt again. I promised myself I'd never fall in love, then I would never again have to feel that sort of pain. Then you camealong and... Fuck! Why do you have to be so wonderful, so fuckingperfect? Why can't I get you out of my mind? Why can't I force myself to just forget you, like I've forgotten countless others over the years? What makes you so different? The only thing I can think of is that I'm fallingin love with you. I can't help it. I've tried everything to stop it from happening. It's always been easy, before you. When things seemed to be getting serious, I could always find some reason that it wouldn't work.There was always something I could pick-out about him, something wrong, something to hate. Then you came along and... Fuck! I made a promise to myself, never to let this happen again.

My first sexual experience last part

We were going at it and i felt like swimming in the sea of love ,i was so excited and i thought i am in heave.I grabbed him close and kissed him with passion.I'm done, I said through moans. Wait I want you to finish in my mouth. How blink was already back with my dick in his mouth, stroking me with one hand. I could every cell in my body was on fire, the moment I ejaculated, his mouth curved into a smile around my cock. I could feel hot jets of sperm encounter his neck. After I finished licking my dick and swallowed all fication drop. We kissed passionately and made ??my way to his dick. I started sucking him fast, and I wanted his seed. It was not long until I felt as incoarda dick and sperm jets began to jump out of his dick in my throat, without ceasing, taste good, I like. And so I licked and swallowed every drop happy. After I recovered from the effort, I went to the shower, where we also expect a shift wonderful orgasms.So that is how i remember my first experience and it was such a nice one ,i would love to be able to travel the world and look for a man to care for me and find true happyness.

My first sexual experience part 3

We left on the bed in position 69, his penis already felt the longing in my mouth. Without saying anything I began to walk tongue to his balls, take them fication in the mouth and play with them. Then I got down to his beautiful hole. I was studying something quite like this again. I INEP to lick, just like I licked a pussy. At that moment he began to moan with incredible strength, which I liked, she made ??me want to prolong the pleasure. I put a finger's delight is perfect reading voice. You want to fuck me? Yes, I do. It was not long until our lips were reunited in a tender kiss. With eyes fixed on my eyes ass back to me ... in that moment I panicked, I did not know what to do, I'd never done this before, especially with a guy. Femi is very hard to convince to do anal sex, but apparently not boys. ? Bribery by dick in hand and set it's pink hole, I started to push, was extremely tight. When I got dick in his hole electric wave swept my whole body was wonderful. It was not long until we fuck in all right, it was brilliant right, I could not think of anything else, my mind was fixed on his pleasure.

My first sexual experience part 2

As i was looking into his eyes i felt the need to say something.Want to suck? I ask him. Yes, but do not know how good it will be, I've never done it before. With a smile, pushing my head towards his dick hard-and I take it in my mouth. Slowly without hurry her masseur each member of the lips, from bottom to top and back down. Starting constant motion mouth. Without second thoughts push his dick in my throat, surprisingly had no other feeling than the extreme pleasure. Forget at me, I say. I looked gazed intently into his eyes and let him take control. Fuck me in the neck with a stunning regularity, leaving me time to breathe and just pushing and place. ? In all this time masturbating ferociously, until I felt like I could explode ... way to fuck me not to finish, I wanted to take as much. With eyes fixed on his face full of saliva zvagneste felt his cock head in my mouth. Not to say anything, I get up and I take madularu sucking, I immediately understood that I have to leave at him until he got back on the back of the couch is more comfortable to them. Explode with pleasure, I felt hands on balls, playing with them great, I did not understand what was happening to my dick ... no girl before me has not sucked so well. I INEP to fuck him in the neck. I can feel my cock slid behind his tongue. Everything was great, it felt so ever.

My first sexual experience

My first sexual experience with a guy ... hmm ... I think it would be best if I start from the beginning. Dick... What makes a man to love dick, I do not know, but I can say that one liked me since I can remember. The idea of ​​having his cock in my hand excites me. Obviously, as in any story like that, things progressed gradually and at the age of 20 years I had my first experience with a guy. I called to my standing clear that therefore he was 27 years old. After about half an hour of stories and failed attempts to get closer to him I say: I want to kiss you! Stay without thinking I reached for him and our lips started a game fondly. My hands slowly made ​​their way to his dick when I felt I was already elbow hard cock in ecstasy, every part of me wanted to devour it, to make it mine. When his hand reached my cock, I exploded. From that moment all our movements were accelerated, everything was fast and all I heard were his breaths on my neck. I began to undress him, each coat flowed from it faster than I could ever imagine. I realized, shocked, as both are only in boxers and his hard cock under the material zvagnea boxers. Started to rub his cock through his boxers and starts to moan with pleasure, if you do not know well what I do, but his moans were becoming increasingly vocal. Slowly began to get hard cock in his underwear, once out I could not take my eyes off him.

The vacation :)

In the summer of 2008 I went with my family on vacation. Before departing from Cluj I believe that this holiday was going to be one of the ugliest I've ever had before, boredom and more. Arriving in Brasov at 22, we check, my tired and I complained I decide to go for a beer, one I did not know anyone. Find a Pub in, I get a beer, and after a while I see a guy sideways I study. I did not major but after two beers I had to go to the bathroom, go in the bathroom not undo my pants get to hear a question well; HIM: It's around here? I'll was just kind of that table. ME: YES responds sec. HIM: And I'm single, you want to come to sit at the table together? ME: No problem rezov come up here and there While sitting at Urinals I felt a caress my back, and slowly descending to the bottom. When I got back I did not say anything as two large fleshy lips were glued to mine, at first I wanted to draw to not give permission but I remembered that I did not know anyone so BV I continued. I entered a booth where we took dick and began to rub him. I took his balls in her mouth, sucking them a craving crazy, then I started to suck dick. At one point you hear the bathroom door opening up, I stopped for a few seconds, but I motioned with his finger to silence and continued. After you exit the bathroom I heard that, I took it in hand, I set her anus and I said, Fuck me! Fuck me like you know better! After a while he let her in me. I went to the table, I drank another beer, then went to his house :)

A little help for a stranger last part

In the heat of the moment i grabbed his cock thru his pants.He stood up and saw that I already was crazy to see what it tastes not expected drew it out and gave it to the tasting. After a few minutes of sucking a dick 18-19 cm, he stopped me, put me upside down on a table high enough and started to fuck me with a power and a desire throat. It was not long and I felt some hot beats and then a wave of sperm invaded my mouth and throat. I got up, I knelt in front of him, and started to clean the workplace. After about 5 minutes of cleaning, his desire to continue his resume. He pulled me by the hand into the bedroom where I was surprised, having a soft satin bed covers thrown futai.Ma only good bed gave me pants and broke my boxers off me with a desire to fuck. Immediately I felt his dick makes its way through my buttocks and enter attention. I moaned a little because it was pretty thick ... seeing as jam, kissed me and started to fuck me while futa.Dupa that, he turned on me, I asked him to stay a dick in my ass still putin.Am about 10 minutes left so we kissed neincetat.Dupa why I dressed, came and kissed me and made me promise that I will not forget the door and the floor standing, and that if I will go there we do other crazy complicated.

A little help for a stranger

I was passing in front of a building when a gentleman stops me from 45-46 years to ask me something. I stop to see what I have that man, and he asked me to help him climb up on the 7th floor her two bags bought stuff because he slipped and could not get them. Since I do not hurry up his bags to the front door, then down the stairs to help him on it. Reached him, I took a bunch of back and abdomen, he put his hand by my head and started to climb the stairs, at first I did not find anything strange, but as I felt a warm climb more growing understanding that more and more. Reached the door, he opens his home to invite me to serve me .Ajunsi juice inside, make me convenient excuse he was going to change after 2-3 minutes came in shorts and a black shirt slightly molded . Jumped me in the eye as in those pants is something I had not seen much in my face;). Stand the stories and chatting about 2:00, I had a lot of discussions uninteresting begins to tell me that since wife left him he too has had women as it reshaped but no one is really looking at him as much he wants a relationship. May the joke more seriously and I replied I look. Putin visibly shocked but delighted approached me and kissed me. Caught general elation I covered by pants

My friend Paris conclusion

It was a nice shaved penis approx 18cm and quite thick (thicker like mine). When I saw him I put my knees and without hesitation I took him in my mouth. Being the first time I took it, drawing it to my attention that we do not hurry so I started to suck him slowly. I fucked his cock and started to lick his head slightly, then stuffing it in his mouth, was still quite high, so feel free to stick it all. Mr. X saw it, grabbed my head and pushed me until I came up sore ... almost choking me .... but I was super excited I love. He moaned loudly all, I said I have not seen so far sucked but do not worry that he will take control and guide me as I barely wait to try my butt virgin, because how I saw in those panties and started to drool. Begun to speak dirty to me. I said before I fuck your ass wants to do something with my mouth. She told me to go to bed put me back on the bed and head for it is time to take it orally control ... already know what follows. It came with penis seen over my mouth, I pulled a little shoulder until my head is no longer sitting on the bed, grabbed my face, I was already head down on his back and put his cock in my mouth and began to fuck me in the mouth to deep throat and held it for a few minutes. I kept saying that to see if you still suck I know how to show me he means to me oral sex. He pulled his cock from my mouth and gave me a friendly PLAMA told me to come back with nice ass on him. I complied and I put the goat, left shoulders and face on the bed. She gave me her panties down to her knees and started to give me anus languages??. The feeling was great. While it gave me rub my cock languages ??I busily. I was super excited. He took a condom from the bedside and a sachet of lubricant which anointed me well all around the anus and fingers and inside. A inceptu dilate me with one finger and then two. It was extroardinar. After about 2 minutes of playing with my anusulul took his penis and began to rub him slowly into my ass delaying penetration. Eventually the inevitable happened and inceptu and penetration has been slow, with many techniques.

My friend Paris

I am 31 years old, heterosexual, but I can not deny that lately I beat all to try sex with a man active. I wanted to be the passive. I've had dozens of such fantasies to be desfasuare sex ..... until I decided to make my account on a specialized website, I left a message that I wanted to know a man over 45 years just for sex. A first proposal saves. After an exchange of emails about my fantasy I came on the scene. I knocked on the door slightly nervous and excited at the thought of what would follow. I opened the door a tall man with a belly picut, 49 years old dressed only in a bathrobe and a Zorro type mask over his eyes. Who died in agreement that both these masks partand discretion would be much larger and will I be able to give free rein to his desires tutor (so I felt very safe). I stepped into the apartment, we headed into the living room where the bed was already opened, lights off, only the TV going. I served with a glass of water and then asked me to make a wish dc dus.In bathroom was a little surprise for me trained namely a pair of black thong panties and fishnet stockings p pairs without pantyhose. Honestly I said why not and I decided to dress as. After a quick shower, I already was super good washing still at home, I'm back in the room "dressed" as wanted. Mr. X was on the sofa and watch TV. When I saw I stayed in discussions and has given the robe aside where he was already erect cock.

Me ,Costy and Tudor

It was a beautiful day and I was lying on the bed and solitude of my room I unleashed, I started to cry desperately, I do not know why: envy, anger, embarrassment, disappointment or maybe all together. My father do this to ?! After so many years of marriage to a gypsy mother themselves of an age close to his son ?! He gave that person important and honorable, respected and admired in society, a male model ?! And what a hypocrite! That scene made ​​me monstrous, when he learned that I loved the Tudor and drove me home, and he did the same with Costy, even before my How we more patient Soiling ?! If the fact that I drove home I wished, yet in myself I found an excuse (parent and he was disappointed), once I got to be my embarrassment and disgust him. What ordinary man without honor and dignity! Well, I just wanted to know anything about it! EU disowned him and no longer wanted the father! We were even! Although I calmed down, I was very sad and bitter! If my loved one died! Suddenly I heard the door opened, and I heard the voice of Costy: - Can I get less? I owe you an explanation! I know you're mad at me, did not I open just then, but I put you on your guard! - Leave me alone and go to hell! What explanation do you give me ?! You lied to me, betrayed me and friendship, ordinary gay you are! - Okay, but I told myself from the beginning that I see with this gentleman! In fact, and you've seen and did love this Tudor-night! I even heard your voice when you came in cameara morning! You and I are just friends and partners casual sex! I do not remember us being sworn faith and mutual fidelity! I got love and I still have not found? If it's on, you know I can waived this gentleman and be all yours if you will waived and the Tudor and you want to be my boyfriend!

Me and Mr. Nobody conclusion

I put back on his knees, he sat on the bed to continue my blow-job! Now how could better sucking an introduction as much in the mouth, lips mulam my cock head and spoil your tongue. After some minutes I could not stop my action, enjoy maximum dick tells me that if you keep going, you can not will not help much. During this and I was excited to the max, my dick was strengthened because the maximum suck a dick gorgeous large (about 18 inches I think ...), thick skin and a soft deosebt. I'm rubbing myself a little dick, but my hands were too occupied with his dick, often with both hands grip a Masami, a lick and get back in your mouth ... I told you not announce when finished, I savor the surprise. In a long tongue over fren started tasnesca sperm in my mouth at first, then I took it and I directed jets lips and face. I've sucked a little, then we both lay on the bed ... I said it's the first time I sucked a dick, but I was dreaming about it for years, and it's incredible that now sit next to him with his semen in the mouth, lips and face! I wiped the face and lips, I sauté and took dick in hand. He told me to keep hands on the back, I was not allowed to do anything he fucking deal. I took her with hope in hand, I decalotat it, I rubbed it hard, she licked and sucked it, then took it back to the paw, hard and fast until I finished hard. You're incredible, I said. I would enjoy to more experienced with you ... We agreed to continue our sexual experiments, to the extent that I could more "escape" from home.

Me and Mr. Nobody

We started with the shirt, I caressed the muscles, then kissed him on the shoulder, chest and started to slow down to the abdomen, short kisses. During this time he pulled my shirt, lifted me up and kissed me. A sensual kiss, I enjoyed his full, soft lips, a kiss deeply and intimately that I enjoyed and language. I stopped and I left knee, kissing and licking the site ... muscular abdomen; had to fulfill my fantasy! I loosened the belt, button and zipper pants, during which I make circles with your tongue on the abdomen, making the flutter; I saw dick already erect the slip, I started massaging gently. It was full, thick and hard, so I pulled down his pants, and I took it out of pants. It was a gorgeous dick, now hard-well, I took it in hand, I decalotat her and touched her lips and tongue. I kissed her gently, I licked it, I walked the entire length of her lips. Ah it's good! But I want you completely naked too. I sat on the bed, I took off the jeans, underwear and socks, and I was completely naked in front of him. The novelty of the situation-naked and with a hard dick to the max, in front of a man to whom I was sucking dick excites me the most.

The troublesome assistant conclusion

The contract also listed what his job as assistant entailed: keeping the schedule for Mr. Collen's gatherings and events up-to-date, taking phone calls, checking paperwork before sending them to his boss, and helping his boss with preparations for any upcoming events. That was just about it. It was more or less simple, and that much was usually even too much for Guy to deal with. He was useful only in social gatherings, like parties, but it was because of that that he planned to prove he could work. And here came the perfect opportunity."I was curious, Mr. Collen," Guy said as he picked up the ballpoint pen he had brought in with his work bag, then lowered himself over the table to sign above the dotted line at the very end. "If I may ask, why did you wait so long to hire another assistant, four weeks after the incident?"He could feel Mr. Collen's searching gaze on him as he signed off the contract with his full name. Then, slowly, he turned his head to look up at the other man, whose brows were scrunched."Anderson," Mr. Collen said, making Guy wonder again why he liked referring to others by last name so much. He paused to take the papers from Guy. "I really don't think that's important to your job. I simply thought I could handle the workload, okay?"Guy glanced back at his desk as he nodded. He swallowed before he built up the nerve to ask, "Nothing happened in that time, did it?""Does it really matter?" Mr. Collen's irritated glower drilled into the side of Guy's head, then he blinked as he was hit with a realization. "I've got a question for you, too, Anderson. When you, um, came for the interview, did you know - did you know I already, I mean, about my..."Since meeting him for their job interview last week, Guy noticed that it was the first sign of Mr. Collen faltering. Except, of course, for that last time he had run away at the first sight of Guy. He still wondered what that was about."Yes, Mr. Collen," Guy interjected. "I knew about your sexuality."

The troublesome assistant

Guy snapped his eyes open and shot up in his desk chair. Glancing to his immediate left, he saw that the door to Mr. Collen's office was still closed, and a glance at his iPhone showed only 20 minutes had passed. Good, he only dozed off a bit.Now that he knew that, Guy had a slight panic attack thinking he had almost screwed up again. He couldn't afford to mess up his once in a lifetime chance with Mr. Collen. Being caught sleeping first day on the job would have most certainly done that, and then where would he be? Jobless, brokenhearted over making his respectable boss hate him, and self-loathing at proving to his family once again that he couldn't handle living on his own.A stack of stapled papers was suddenly slapped on his desk, breaking him away from his thoughts. "Your contract," Mr. Collen's voice jumped in. "I need you to look over the terms and sign it."A glance through a flipping of the pages showed to Guy what he already read on the job opening, for the most part. Four weeks ago, Mr. Collen's last and only assistant had gotten into a traffic accident and was now healing in the hospital. As a result of work piled up which his assistant normally handled, Mr. Collen, founder and leader of the Collen Cooperative Group, had decided to hire a temporary assistant over the winter season just past the New Year's. Just until his injured assistant was well again. That made about a month and a half worth of work.

Andrew ,my friend

Andrew Collen finally met his ideal man, but too bad Guy Anderson had a character so unlike his physical appearance. He acted like he was anything but ideal. It was good, though, so Mr. Collen couldn't get too jealous of him. Guy, on other hand, found his new boss' small stature but headstrong nature--his very opposite features--to be an object of admiration. Since he had first laid eyes on him during one of his speeches, Guy considered him something of a model to look up to.However, both found on the first day on the job that their impressions of each other's differences held much more meanings--both special and not so special--than they originally believed. There was disappointment, but most of all, there was a sense of being. They came to realize they could be true to themselves, which may just be the worst thing, but not entirely unnecessary, to happen to their relationship.Guy snapped his eyes open and shot up in his desk chair. Glancing to his immediate left, he saw that the door to Mr. Collen's office was still closed, and a glance at his iPhone showed only 20 minutes had passed. Good, he only dozed off a bit.Now that he knew that, Guy had a slight panic attack thinking he had almost screwed up again. He couldn't afford to mess up his once in a lifetime chance with Mr. Collen. Being caught sleeping first day on the job would have most certainly done that, and then where would he be? Jobless, brokenhearted over making his respectable boss hate him, and self-loathing at proving to his family once again that he couldn't handle living on his own.

My friend Paris conclusion

It was a nice shaved penis approx 18cm and quite thick (thicker like mine). When I saw him I put my knees and without hesitation I took him in my mouth. Being the first time I took it, drawing it to my attention that we do not hurry so I started to suck him slowly. I fucked his cock and started to lick his head slightly, then stuffing it in his mouth, was still quite high, so feel free to stick it all. Mr. X saw it, grabbed my head and pushed me until I came up sore ... almost choking me .... but I was super excited I love. He moaned loudly all, I said I have not seen so far sucked but do not worry that he will take control and guide me as I barely wait to try my butt virgin, because how I saw in those panties and started to drool. Begun to speak dirty to me. I said before I fuck your ass wants to do something with my mouth. She told me to go to bed put me back on the bed and head for it is time to take it orally control ... already know what follows. It came with penis seen over my mouth, I pulled a little shoulder until my head is no longer sitting on the bed, grabbed my face, I was already head down on his back and put his cock in my mouth and began to fuck me in the mouth to deep throat and held it for a few minutes. I kept saying that to see if you still suck I know how to show me he means to me oral sex. He pulled his cock from my mouth and gave me a friendly PLAMA told me to come back with nice ass on him. I complied and I put the goat, left shoulders and face on the bed. She gave me her panties down to her knees and started to give me anus languages??. The feeling was great. While it gave me rub my cock languages ??I busily. I was super excited. He took a condom from the bedside and a sachet of lubricant which anointed me well all around the anus and fingers and inside. A inceptu dilate me with one finger and then two. It was extroardinar. After about 2 minutes of playing with my anusulul took his penis and began to rub him slowly into my ass delaying penetration. Eventually the inevitable happened and inceptu and penetration has been slow, with many techniques.

Quiz part 8

Question 9The hand on his thigh quickly migrates to the base of his dick, holding it up straight while I work my lips and tongue over just the head, occasionally dipping my tongue down to lap just under it. My fingers slide up and down his shaft, lightly jerking and teasing it, making the head all sensitive and throbbing with arousal. ?Oh my god!? He gasps loudly, gripping my head. ?You keep this up and I?m gonna cum!? I moan against him again, internally debating whether or not to grant him release now and just give him a few more orgasms later, or to drag this out and make it the climax he will remember for the rest of his life. My determination to outdo all his previous partners outweighs my desire to taste his creamy load right here and now. I slow down and eventually let his slicked up cock slide from my lips. He looks down at me with a wide-eyed, confused glare. ?What?s the matter? Don?t you want to finish me off?? ?Oh, I will?? I grin and lick my lips, eyeing him from top to bottom hungrily. ?Eventually. I?m gonna have a little fun with you first.? I chuckle. Hearing this youcry. (Why would you?)moan in pleasure and see what he does to you next

Quiz part 7

Question 9The hand on his thigh quickly migrates to the base of his dick, holding it up straight while I work my lips and tongue over just the head, occasionally dipping my tongue down to lap just under it. My fingers slide up and down his shaft, lightly jerking and teasing it, making the head all sensitive and throbbing with arousal. ?Oh my god!? He gasps loudly, gripping my head. ?You keep this up and I?m gonna cum!? I moan against him again, internally debating whether or not to grant him release now and just give him a few more orgasms later, or to drag this out and make it the climax he will remember for the rest of his life. My determination to outdo all his previous partners outweighs my desire to taste his creamy load right here and now. I slow down and eventually let his slicked up cock slide from my lips. He looks down at me with a wide-eyed, confused glare. ?What?s the matter? Don?t you want to finish me off?? ?Oh, I will?? I grin and lick my lips, eyeing him from top to bottom hungrily. ?Eventually. I?m gonna have a little fun with you first.? I chuckle. Hearing this youcry. (Why would you?)moan in pleasure and see what he does to you next

Quiz part 6

Question 8He positioned himself between my legs and placed my already hard cock into his mouth. He licked me from base to head sending me whirling into ecstasy and closing in on another release fast. My heart raced and my veins boiled. Then I felt it. He licked my asshole and sucked my balls with extreme expertise. I held back trying not to cum just yet. His tongue worked its magic on my ass, I could feel it probing deep inside me as I moaned and writhed on the bed. All of a sudden his tongue was gone and I felt empty, but that problem was soon alleviated when he worked a finger into my hole. At first there was a bit a pain, but it quickly subsided and was replace by pleasure. A few minutes later, I felt him enter another finger and then three. I was in heaven, his fingers piston in and out of my shithole until I could bear it no longer. "Do it now I screamed." He placed my legs on his shoulders and lined his beautiful cock with my asshole. I took a deep breath and he lunged forward, impaling me fully on his cock. I opened my mouth to scream because the pain was so bad, but he leaned over and kissed me, whispering into my ear to relax. He remained still until my breathing resembled something normal and then he began to pound away at me. Slowly at first, but soon he picked up speed and increased his strokes. In no time, I was in rapture. I found myself pushing back at him on his downward stokes. He filled me completely; I clenched my ass muscles and stroked his cock while embedded inside me.Lucky ManPoor thing

Quiz part 5

Question 7He suddenly reaches down and tries to pull my sweater over my head. I break away and gladly help him with it. After it?s off, I toss it carelessly to the side and kiss over his exposed boxer briefs, over the sizable bulge being contained there. My lips wrap around as much of it as I can while still beneath the fabric, flicking my tongue over the head and the very tip of the crown that just peeks out beyond the elastic. He growls in pleasure and curls his fingers around my hair tight. I feel my cock throb in my pants at this sudden aggression, loving every moment of this. If nothing else, I am confident in this area, knowing exactly what I have in store for him. And if he never calls me again, at the very least, I will seek to ruin him for other men. ?Ughh?Jesus, Doug, that feels amazing!? He moans loudly, his voice suddenly taking a lower, seedier pitch. I compound his pleasure by tugging back the elastic and sliding my lips around his swollen, weeping cockhead. ?Aahh! Oh damn!? He gasps in surprise, tugging on my hair. I moan against his erection and take his dick deeper into my mouth, inch by inch, slowly, torturously. He groans and tosses his head back, guiding my face with both hands down deeper onto his meat. I swallow as much as I can with his pants and underwear still in the way, then withdraw slowly, gliding my tongue back up over the head and tracing the crease in his fat crown, sweet precum that had pooled there. My hands roam upwards over his torso, raking my nails down both sides of his ribcage, making sure to hit over both of his nipples along the way, which makes him whimper and shudder all over.wish I was there with themget a room

Quiz part 3

Question 5Yea, I was going to cum all right, and with his raspy tongue now working over the underside of my cock head, it wasn't going to be long either. Up and down he started going, with his tongue working over the underside of my hard cock and the swollen head. God I love the feeling of his tongue on my cock. I knew I wasn't going to last long and wasn't going to try. He wrapped his first finger and thumb around my scrotum and pulled down on my nuts a little, making me take longer to get ready to unload in his mouth - and he knows I love it when he does that. His tongue now pressed harder against the underside of my cock head as he wiggled it back and forth. He had my nuts in his hand and was making them feel so good - one short step from real pain, but not quite - it felt so good. It wasn't really slowing me down. "I'm gonna cum!" I nearly shouted. "That feels so fuckin' great I can't stop! I'm going to cum for you, right in your hot mouth!" My legs were shaking. Seconds later I unloaded the first of I don't know how many thick spurts into his mouth and down his throat. I was now bent over him and shaking as I shot thick spurt after spurt of hot cum into his beautiful mouth. It was one of those fantastic cums that last and lasts as I completely unloaded every last drop of my fresh hot semen into his mouth. By the time my orgasm was over, I was absolutely and completely drained - there wasn't one last drop of cum left inside of me - I had given him all I had. I collapsed back onto the bed, my feet still tucked up under my ass - and my dick still in his mouth. "Oh God that was great!" I groaned. "So fuckin' great." Now, knowing it's your turn, you...roll over with him and take his dick into your mouth and start to suck slowly, untill he comes into.Take his into your mouth while you swueeze is nutstake his member into your mouth and have fun with him as he shoots it all into you(this is the correct answer) WHo cares, the're all great answers that do the same thing

Quiz part 2

Question 4Michael's whole body quivered. Pleasure raced through him as Nick's cock shoved deep into his ass, pushing him forward onto Darren's cock. His roommate tasted musky but it was a good flavor. He never knew he would like sucking someone off while he got his ass totally reamed. Moans worked their way out of his mouth around Darren's cock. Those hands that had snapped him the ball on ore than one occasion now buried in his hair. Darren, his best friend, fucked his face with abandon. Nick gritted his teeth. Watching Darren while he shoved into Michael's ass again and again was sending him into a bit of an overload. He could feel his balls tightening, knew he was about to shoot his seed deep into his sweet ass. "Just a few more moments Darren," Nick purred. He held the image of them in his mind as he let go. "Now Darren. Come for me." A low moan stole from between Darren's lips as he let go, filling Michael's mouth with his cum. He growled at the rapid swallowing that followed, his body quivering and thrusting erratically. Nick moaned. The timing wasn't perfect but there would be more opportunities. Once Darren finished, he wrapped his arm around Michael's waist and sat back in his chair, driving his cock deeper into the young man's ass. He hooked Michael's legs over the arms of the chair and lifted him, giving himself enough room to thrust. Reading this clip makes you want tofind some hot guys to arouse and try to mimic what's going onPlay with myself a little more and cum all I canGo online and find more great stories like this

Quiz

Question 1You find yourself in a room that's empty except for a large bed. walking over to the bed you find this hunk sleeping. Hearing you approach, he wakes up and smiles. You...crawl into bed and snuggle with himtell him to roll over and massage that great butt he's gotmassage him then slowly work off what little he's wearing and have fun with himkiss him all down his frontQuestion 2You find yourself by a waterfall. Only, your not alone. Standing infront of the waterfall, enjoying the freshness is this hunk. Noticing you, he smiles and walks over to you. "You're wearing a little to much" He sais and starts to take off your shirt and pants. You...Push him away. (What are you crazy!?)Let him take your clothes off and then proceed by taking his off and having fun under the waterfall.refuse and instead neel down and start working his manhood that's throbbing like crazy!either B) or C). Doesn't matter: you win.Question 3You open your eyes to find yourself chained to the bed. Sitting on top of you is this gorgeous hunk. You stare at his bulging muscles, thinking to yourself what a lucky guy you are. He kneels down on the bed and starts to rub his hands all down your bare chest. He lowers himself onto you and starts to lick your nipples. By now your starting to sweat, you can't wait to see what he does next. You...Sigh as he starts to take off your pants and works his tongue where it feels better for both of youMoan softly as he forces you to roll over and works his manhood into you, and all you can do is moanAttempt to sit up and get his manhood into your mouth where he can cum it all into you

What is "comming out of the closet"

Coming out of the closet, or simply coming out, is a figure of speech for lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender (LGBT) people's self-disclosure of their sexual orientation and/or gender identity.Framed and debated as a privacy issue, coming out of the closet is described and experienced variously as a psychological process or journey;decision-making or risk-taking; a strategy or plan; a mass or public event; a speech act and a matter of personal identity; a rite of passage; liberation or emancipation from oppression; an ordeal; a means toward feeling gay pride instead of shame and social stigma; or even career suicide. Author Steven Seidman writes that "it is the power of the closet to shape the core of an individual's life that has made homosexuality into a significant personal, social, and political drama in twentieth-century America."Coming out of the closet is the source of other gay slang expressions related to voluntary disclosure or lack thereof. LGBT people who have already revealed or no longer conceal their sexual orientation and/or gender identity are out, i.e. openly LGBT. Oppositely, LGBT people who have yet to come out or have opted not to do so are labelled as closeted or being in the closet. Outing is the deliberate or accidental disclosure of an LGBT person's sexual orientation or gender identity, without their consent. By extension, outing oneself is self-disclosure. Glass closet means the open secret of when public figures' being LGBT is considered a widely accepted fact even though they have not "officially" come out.

What is love?

Biologically, love is a powerful neurological condition like hunger or thirst, only more permanent. We talk about love being blind or unconditional, in the sense that we have no control over it. But then, that is not so surprising since love is basically chemistry. While lust is a temporary passionate sexual desire involving the increased release of chemicals such as testosterone and oestrogen, in true love, or attachment and bonding, the brain can release a whole set of chemicals: pheromones, dopamine, norepinephrine, serotonin, oxytocin and vasopressin. However, from an evolutionary perspective, love can be viewed as a survival tool - a mechanism we have evolved to promote long-term relationships, mutual defence and parental support to promote feelings of safety and security.Unlike us, the ancients did not lump all the various emotions that we label "love" under the one word. They had several variations, including:Philia which they saw as a deep but usually non-sexual intimacy between close friends and family members or as a deep bond forged by soldiers as they fought alongside each other in battle. Ludus describes a more playful affection found in fooling around or flirting. Pragma is the mature love that develops over a long period of time between long-term couples and involves actively practising goodwill, commitment, compromise and understanding. Agape is a more generalised love, it's not about exclusivity but about love for all of humanity. Philautia is self love, which ist't as selfish as it sounds. As Aristotle discovered and as any psychothera will tell you, in order to care for others you need to be able to care about yourself. Last, and probably least even though it causes the most trouble, eros is about sexual passion and desire. Unless it morphs into philia and or pragma, eros will burn itself out.Love is all of the above. But is it possibly unrealistic to expect to experience all six types with only one person. This is why family and community are important.

Brief encounter - Rik

I dive into the water feeling its warmth along my naked body. I come up 100 yards away from shore. I turn back to look at Rik lingering by the waters edge ankle deep in it. I shout smiling, "It's warm you don't need your shorts!" He steps out of the water. He takes off his shorts exposing his white briefs. Very brief! I think. I can see his bulging crotch even from this distance. He stands there. I yell shivering with anticipation, "Just slip them off!" The sun is setting behind me, casting an orange glow on Rik. He resembles the mythical sea god, Poseidon. I hold my breath as he puts his hands in the band of his briefs. Longing to see it all. His long dreads hang over his shoulders, years of growth. His lean tall body bronzed by summer and his African roots. He looks up at me. Teasing me. I wait. Then I dive back under the water and head further from shore. I surface. I look to where he was standing moments ago. My god is gone. I can vaguely make out his white briefs on the brown sand. I look around for air bubbles or rippling of the water. None. I stop. I tread water. I turn to see if he is coming up from behind. There's only the sun dipping into the water. Leaving only a trace of color and light. I look up toward the sky taking in the whole vista of stars slowly appearing. I can begin to make out constellations, The Big Dipper! Orion! Penis!* Rik is not behind me. He is still nowhere to be seen. I begin to swim back to shore. Worrying. Maybe he didn't know how to swim. Maybe it was too soon after we ate. Maybe my mother was right! I swim faster thinking he's dead. I killed him; I led him to his death. I was the last one to see him in his briefs standing like a god in front of me. I get to the shore I find his briefs I hold them up to my face taking in his musky scent. Suddenly his hands are on my shoulders. I startle as I turn around. His face is so close to mine I feel his breath warming my skin."Ithoughtyoudrowned. Ididntseeyouafter Iwentbackunder. Iwasscared." I blurted.He laughs. "I had to take a shit. He takes my hand pulling me into the water.

When i realised i am gay last part

After about 2 weeks I got the courage to call up the number, and the guy there told me there was a support group for gay youth run in my area. I told him I couldn't go, it was hard enough for me to just call him to start with. He gave me heaps of encouragement and told me the phone number of the guy who runs a local youth group for young gay & bisexual guys. I called right away, but it wasn't until after about 1 month, that I went to the youth group for the first time.I can remember how hard it was. I had that nervous/sick feeling in my stomach the whole day right up to after the group had started. The group has done so much good for me. It helped me break down the stereotypes that I assumed all gay people were (or had to be). I have made some good friends from the group. I can talk to others about being gay, and they understand.If I hadn't gone to the group to begin with... I would never have gotten to know the guy I now think of as my closest friend. He was the first gay friend I ever made, and whether he knows it or not, he has helped me through some really difficult times. Just being there as a friend, as someone to talk to. Going to the youth group was the best thing I ever did for myself... when I think of the time when I thought I could never go to the group, it makes me so happy that I got the courage to go. I look back to the time before I went to the group how unhappy I was and realize how much it has helped me. Making that one phone call started everything for me, and as I said before, that was probably the hardest thing I have ever had to do... but my life is so much better now. Being around other gay people has helped me accept myself more and more. I am now at the point where I am starting to feel good about myself, and good about life in general.

When i realised i am gay...part1

I don't know when I realized I was gay, I think it was around the age of 16. It wasn't until I turned 18 that I decided it wasn't going to go away, and I needed to start accepting that was who I was. I got really depressed, scared, angry, and felt alone through those 2 years.It built up so much, that I needed to do something. I remember one day flicking through the White Pages, I wasn't really looking for a number. I was just bored. I found a telephone number under a counseling heading near the front of the book. It said "Gay and Lesbian Counseling Line... 4pm - Midnight" then the phone number. I needed to talk to someone , not friends or family... I needed to talk to someone I didn't know, so I called the counseling line which I had found in the phone book. I remember calling all but the last digit of the phone number, and then hanging up because I was too scared - I did this 10 or more times... I didn't know what was going to happen, I didn't even know if I could talk to a stranger.To be truthful, I didn't end up calling that day, but the following day I did myself to. The next day I did call, and I was talking to the guy on the counseling line for about 45 minutes. At first, my fears were that the person on the other end of the phone wouldn't be able to do anything to help, or wouldn't take me seriously, or would tell me that I was wrong and needed to change my (gay related) feelings. I must have sounded really scared when we first started talking, and he somehow got me to calm down a bit, and then about 1/2 way through the conversation he said to me "you sound a lot better already", and I was feeling a lot better. He gave me some telephone numbers for my local area, and told me about a support group for gay/bisexual guys that was run in the city. I told him that I couldn't do that (go to a support group) but I would call the numbers he gave me. He was the first person I ever told I was gay.

For him.... part 24

I knew the lady who sold it was the mother of a former colleague and as I saw her face relaxed into a smile of joy. -Alex, welcome! Come and kiss! I approached and kissed me on obraz.Monica was a good woman and always warm. I want to ask you something very very special! I told her accomplice. I want to make a large bouquet of roses, but that as soon as possible because I was in a hurry, need to get somewhere up at 4. Chuckled meaningfully. -A ... to understand that finally appeared one? Much was done waiting. His words hitting me in full. Understood completely wrong, how I think it's a girl, that I never never ... I mean I had a girlfriend, although I was 17 years and others my age had undergone beds ... I nodded in sign disapproval. No, it's not about any girl. It's the mother of a friend who is in hospital and I want to surprise her. Monica smiled slightly disappointed. -And I thought you finally grabbed a beautiful and smart girl ... This whole situation upset me a little. It was strange, if not very ... I really had not had any girlfriend, all the girls in my life apropiasera me just as a friend. Deva their confidant and quickly when I knew I better understand girls than boys, the latter being more superficial thinking and to say that one right, obsessed with sex ... Why so at this age that girl does not appear to wring my mind! This question scares me ... so far not felt the need to be next to someone, I feel good with me, I feel good with my friends and found myself pleasure in things you were doing in your spare time. I had heard of people who suffered from their relationship, they were unhappy because they did not have anyone in particular, but not anymore fully understood these behaviors are alien to them. It did not take long and the bouquet was ready. I got, I paid Monica and went pensive. Not alone gave me the idea of ??having a girlfriend. I felt like a freak, I felt different and also excluded. I always said there's nothing wrong with being different, but now things seem confusing. I felt I must be like the others, no matter how shallow it sounds, I needed to feel like them.

For him.... part 23

The next day i woke up in the morning exhilarated. I did my morning ritual which included personal hygiene and customary bowl of cereal with milk and left in a hurry to school. As already suspected, Cristian was better. Came more alive and as he sat in the bank next to me started talking with the same enthusiasm as the first day. I liked when he behaves like that, it was an interesting person around I feel better. The fact that I saw and the sensitive helped me change my mind on my form about it the first day. In fact he was too possessive, do not try to seize me, but wanted to talk to someone about how he feels about his problems for a dialogue with other colleagues was practically impossible at how fierce they were against it. I did not understand what the problem is, the last question when Raul tried to tell me what hides Cristian, never appeared any occasion and so it has remained secret. I could ask them or Corina Mihai, or even that seems Anna was holding his side Cristian and certainly would not have nothing against to tell me what happens, but something prevents me from putting such questions . Something inside told me that it's better that it remain so. Did I feared lest I find something that would be removed from him? -Alex, are you there? Hey ... his voice woke me from thinking. Yes, yes, absolutely! I'm back and I look confused surprised. I smile and reassure me his smile. She had a beautiful smile. Was called out and the emotion in my soul I broke Cristian, smiling to myself that I will make his and his mother's joy. I took a cab and went to the florist to buy flowers for my mother usually.

For him.... part 22

I could not get the thought of my colleague's mother. I knew her condition was uncertain of his words, but did the doctors had managed to do something for her? The only way to find out was to call to ask. I searched the agent phone number and hit the call button. And tomorrow I'm going to see. Doctors said she's fine now. Silence descended and no one said anything. -So I guess it's out of danger, right? I asked schematic answers discouraged by Cristian. After a moment of confusion, he said: Yes ... now it's out of danger just because I'm a little worried I would be lying to doctors and his mother still in danger. I do not know what I would do without it. It's all the world to me and I could not live without it. -sigh easy and anxiety-but my heart I still believe it will be fine and everything is okay. You know, I think it's best to trust doctors. I do not think I'm lying. I'm sure your mother is unwell. By the way what hospital is it? If it feels better already, my plan was to be put into practice even the next day. I did not have to wait. Cristian wanted to make it feel good and do not have anything to stand in my way. -Emergency Hospital ... tomorrow I'm going to see ... I'm anxious to tell him how much I love ... Even I am not wrong at all, even have a heart of gold and no matter how much we try to understand why Agree to other colleagues who do not can not. I did not want to keep him more on the phone already seemed quite tired and definitely need a lot of rest as shown in the last days. I said goodnight and then I hung up the phone curins a sense of joy.

For him.... part 21

At that point i knew that everything was clear, I knew why he was so absent from school and behave like me. I would have expected the second day of school to be as hectic as the first, communicate with me, to want to learn more. I started to feel bad that I tried to learn from him without what is really happening. Remembering the thoughts that I had, I was ashamed, rebuking me why I have thought about it. And the rivalry between colleagues became more clear now. The problem was not Christian, but to others who, for some reason, the judge without knowing it. Do you know only a few days, but already he was feeling good soul that you have. It was different from the others, he tried to lure me to his side as did my colleagues, he just tried to open my face. And finally managed to fully open today. A pleasant shiver ran me remembering his embrace. It was so honest and ... nice. For a moment I felt the feeling again and my face relaxed into a smile. Cristian was a nice guy and be my friend. She needs me and I need to be near him. After finishing homework fast and I had dinner with my parents, I quickly went to my room and I quickly put to bed. During the meal we talked to my parents about his problem and Cristian had given me a great idea. Even if I could not do much to Cristian's mother, at least I'm going to go to them a bouquet of flowers will soon feel better. I smiled excited about my idea. I tried to sleep but I could under any circumstances.

For him.... part 20

As i was thinking that he might be right i said to him I'm sorry for that .... I should not have to tell you ... Do not, do not worry. I want to help ... you were right to tell me. He tried to smile, but the pain was too great. He looked for a moment in another direction, then turned to me again. He stared into my eyes. You know ... I always come here when I need to collect myself .... is my special place ... no one comes here .... I smiled. -I promise I will not tell anyone about it. And on your mother's face stiffened, again because of the pain that hurts thinking about it, can I help you? If you tell me what happens to it maybe I could give you advice, or any ...-She ... swallowed and went a little twitching, it was hard to talk about it ... did heart the other day ... I found fallen in the kitchen when I got home ...-still a tear trickled but repde removed by hand-and now is in the hospital ... doctors do not know what to believe .... a izbunit crying again ... it's gonna be okay, calm down ... it will be good .... must have faith ... I do not know what to think ... was destroyed, without hope ... I'll be fine, do not know what I would do if ... I do not. Please do not think. He'll be fine. I included in my arms again. Thanks a lot! she whispered. After a few moments gave way and stayed with the naked eye. I wanted to tell something to him out of that state, but did not know what ... We were both silent for a while yet then we got up and we both went home. The road was the same. Arriving in front of the house I wanted to tell him something, but I did not have power ... affected me and me's problem, so I just looked encouraging and entered the yard, then I went home and in my room ... I had to help him somehow Cristian, I had to be with him, to make him feel better, but I had no idea how to do this.

For him.... part 19

After just 5 minutes walk we reached the waterfront town. -Come after me! whispered almost extinguished. I followed him and we climbed some stairs leading to the side of the cliff on which I knew. Main driveway continues with a secondary. Although I had been many times in the area, I noticed that the branches of willow trees covered stairs. Top was a row of dahlias that created an alley under weeping branches. After a few steps, Cristian was oprist and sat on the edge of the pavement last while. I sat down and I'm waiting to say anything, but stared, lost. -Cristian ... A tear slid down her cheek. -Cristian scare me! I was really alarmed voice. Remains silent. It looks empty, and the tears began to flow. -Alex, my mom's in the hospital ... my mother is in the hospital and did not know what to do ... I'm alone ... I can not help her. He stared into my eyes and I felt my heart break in two. I took him in my arms ... I do not know, but it was the first reflex ... started crying even more power and raise me in his arms. He felt vulnerable body. A wave of warmth came over me. I stroked gently on the head. Then I knew that doing the right thing. Cristian need me and although I knew of a few days I wanted to be with him, he needs me ... After a few minutes he stopped crying and withdrew from my arms. I felt something break inside me, without even letting me explain why. She looked at me with tears in his eyes.

For him.... part 18

As i was going to wait at the exit i had all sort of things in my mind and i didn't knew if i was happy or sad ,if everything will turn out the way i wanted and hoped.I waited at the exit, and even tried to delay as much, in the end came. It seemed more tired. This could not continue. Although I knew of only three days, I care about him. I joined, but it was like a chasm had opened between us and no one had the courage even to try to go ... I had to do the first step, it would have continued so for the rest of the way and I would not have helped. You know, Cristian, I'm really worried about you ... I mean ... your status ... if you feel the need to talk to someone to know that I'm here and can tell me anything, I promise I will not judge and I will do anything to feel bad. My words flowed around him. He returned for a second look but it was as it would look through me. -Follow me ... his words fascinated me, but I did as I asked. He went in a different direction from the one we usually went. I wanted to ask where we were going, but it was better if I did not say anything ..

For him.... part 17

I talked to Michael and Corina more about me. They were very interested where I come from, what I like to do, if you feel good in the new collective. We try to know each other better and that made me feel relaxed. Easy enters their world. There was only one year with them, but I'm going to inprietenesc with all input ... He called and we all scattered, each to his bank. Cristian and not come. The most likely delay. Suddenly a strange feeling again invade my soul. If today would be the same as yesterday? If he was as upset? The door opened with power but instead walked between the teacher himself. Why not drop me temean. Again his face was tired, pale in the face of the record. He turned his heavy steps towards me and sat down. Drew specifications and then remained motionless. Looking empty. Not even a look threw. Something is going on with him and had to find at any price so we decided that today after school to go home with him and see what happens. I hate to see him suffer. The first time that has elapsed repde and the other 5 hours. The first three days of school had passed imperceptibly. It was something I did not explain, however much we try to be careful I could Cristian distract me.

For him.... part 16 ( i am back on blogs )

I really late and I have an important meeting in the morning. -Bye bye! Door closed and a smile appeared on my face. I loved my mother. He had said many times that! But she was a little more restrained in expressing feelings. Sometimes I feel like have a phobia for the word love. The few times I had said he loved me, but it shows me full, so I like to tease and she said that I love as many times. We finished eating cereal, I went in my room, I quickly dressed and went to school. I put the headphones in your ears and started humming softly to begin with and then louder. Without realizing it already had arrived at school. I entered the class I sat bright and shy bank. Still not rung so I joined my colleagues and I started talking about various things. Some seemed interesting to movies, some games, others just listened. I'm not interested in a particular topic, in this case I was not involved integral to what we were discussing, but I liked the feeling of being surrounded by people, to be part of a team. It was a nice feeling. From what I realized were not extraordinary people, most of them quite rigid in terms of mindset but at least try to know them. So I entered into discussion with two other colleagues that they do not know in previous days. Michael was a great guy, about as tall as me, black hair and brown eyes. Have a character of macho but basically it was just a timid. Corina, one of Michael's best friend, was a little more daring than this. Infatiseara shape slightly naughty ii nonconformist attitude.

For him.... part 15

I still do not make any exception to the rule. Oricunde walking or doing anything I take with me the mp3 and listen to my favorite songs. There was one thing that cheered me and many times I would wake up walking down the street and humming. What matter that others looked strange to me.? What matter that was regarded with contempt? People had to understand that I live to listen to live music ... live music ... I finished your homework faster than I thought and I spent the rest range from watching a movie. The next morning I woke up as well as sleep. Sunrise brighter as before and life seem more beautiful. We went down to the kitchen for breakfast. Mom was already there. My father was not likely to take hours. 7 - Morning! What are you doing, Mom? Good morning to you too sleepy. I will not wake up. 'll Be late for school if you do not hurry. See that you have put cereal bowl on the table. Eat repde and ready, run to school! -Wait, wait, Mom! What alarmed you so, I told my mom and I started to laugh. I have time to get ... and even late, you know me, I'm resourceful. My mother smiled and mother passed over my head. I know ... just want to make a good impression at the new school. I want to be well, just that. Maybe sometimes I exaggerate but that's only because I care about you. My mother was extraordinary. Anyone would have wanted a mother like mine and do not think I exaggerate nothing. Although most of the time they spend at work, when he was with me knew how to make me feel better. -I love you, Mom! My mother started laughing and ruffled my hair. Mama! Not the hair! ...-That's because I care about you! Come as I left. Eat sandwich on the way.

For him.... part 14

They never addressed a word to him and he did not try to interact with them. For a moment I thought that I would not have wanted to get as Cristian, I was a sociable person, I wanted to be around more people to talk to exchange ideas, to laugh. I was afraid that if I tried to get closer to my colleague that the bank would be removed from the others. I had to choose between the two camps. And if that were so, you would have chosen? And so they appeared first teme.Intotdeauna liked to do homework, I never had problems, but today if the world seem gray, future subru seem like Cristian's face. Since I had not gotten home than thinking about it. It became an obsession with every thought you had about him. I should stop here and say I was becoming as he withdrew. I would have liked. New colleagues were not the best people, some of them were even very shallow from what I could tell, but did what was best? Avoid to know new people around me to stay with Cristian and I try to make friends with others? I had to put an end to this conflict in my soul, but no matter how hard I try not long coming out and more unrest that engulfed me. I started music and I started to worry. I had to do something in math, then a little more Romanian and Informatics. Now that I like listening to music longer thoughts dissipate the power of optimistic lyrics. Evening are easily my window, and already starting to feel better. Picture of Cristian seemed farther from me. Music was a refuge and once again proved he's the best medicine against sadness. I started to sing lyrics they knew the derost. Soul and quieting my mind ... Since I was little I used to listen to music all the time.

For him.... part 13

The rest went pretty hard time. No matter how much we try to focus to be careful what Robert says things past me. I could see his lips move, but I could not understand a word. My head was full of thoughts, full of questions. Does the state have to do with what's Cristian Raul said earlier? What was hiding when I learned that? As usual, the second time, Cristian came only after she called. This boy was a true enigma. I wonder what did all the rest? Where was, or rather why? I would have liked to talk to him, maybe I could help him. I like to help people and often listened to my friends when they had problems. It's better to talk to someone DECTA to keep everything in you, I know this from experience. I think if I would be with my mother many times I have gone into depression. But she was always there and I listened to was the support I needed, the person who knows everything about me and I've said it all. I do not pretend that I could be the same for the Christian, but it would help if you would give me permission. Might download ... tension between us has become increasingly more evident after the first two hours. The thought that his condition was related to me became more ingrained in my mind. Yesterday was not so only after you leave school, when I went home. Did I say something wrong and because it has become so strange? His silence drove me crazy, I had to say something ...-So ... how are you? one more question I could not ask stupid than this! -Well .... I ... Just so! Only so could you tell me! This situation beyond me. In a totally absurd I care too much ... "I met shortly before, there's nothing I care," I said. Not supposed to get involved. But no matter how hard we try was beyond my power to give up to think about it. The rest of the day passed very slowly. Every minute remain stubbornly hanging on the time axis. All day I have not changed Cristian word. The others, though I spoke to them, did not seem to notice the condition of their colleague and have not brought about unfinished conversation we had. Did not see that one possesses something was wrong in this whole situation? From what I observed, between Cristian and others had formed a barrier that no one dared to overtake.

For him.... part 12

As the crazy stuff went on i said that i do not think that would be too easy this whole new team. I do not feel wanted and it would be a problem.I glory ringing sound. Time after start and did not have to stay here around them for questioning. I rose hastily and went to my place.I felt relieved that I had the mouth of the wolf, but also intrigued by what had colleagues with Cristian. I wonder what was so bad about it? Had not come. Probably late. My attention was drawn to Romanian teacher entering the class. He was a man just out of college, 22, 23, tall and trim. He sat in the chair and gently open the catalog as to do this. To my surprise and I was gone, probably due to the fact that my transfer request was accepted long before the school year begins.-Alex, let me first to wish you a warm 'Welcome!' . I'm sure you will plot well in our team. I blushed a little girl. He had a strange accent and spoke from the heart, looking straight into my eyes. I hope there will be no problems with my teaching style, but if you have doubt you're welcome to ask me anything! -It was really cute. She smiled warmly and I answered the same way. - A. .. and forget. Please address me as Robert, I do not like pompous address, we are all people, therefore we are equal.But was interrupted by the door that opened with brutality. It was Cristian. My heart began to beat hard. A heat wave invade my body charged with emotion.-Look who's here, even our sleepy Cristian. Cristian was made to him look red face and leave. Let's go back, and do not make that face man repented. Robert laughed. Hopefully not mocking him as Cristian looks like they did the others. I felt eyes and was returned to me.Cristian came and was seated next to me. I turned to him and for a moment I was stunned. He seemed tired. Shadowed face gave him the appearance of a man over. He quickly removed the books but did not cast any look. Something was not right.

For him.... part 11

As i thought that we have something on comun ,that the life is starting to be something like a dream one of the boys began to speak in a voice superiority:-So you're our new colleague. Yesterday I had no time to get to know very well, but today maybe we will do honor to spend more time around us and not stay so long with Creepy class. His last words hitting me in full. I quickly realized that it referred to Cristian. I wonder what was wrong with him? Probably the doubt read my face because the guy in front of me continues: A. .. still do not understand that told all about it, right? Too bad ... I should be honest with you, but apparently forgot to tell you one little thing ...-Raul, end! I cut it Ana. Do not be silly, you know that there's nothing really in this whole thing. There are only rumors fueled by people like you who have nothing better to do than to torment others. Sharp voice intimidate this guy named Raul, but in response a strange smile and appeared in the corner of the mouth. Lips trembled nervously as two strong lines.-A ... so just rumors. I do not think that all are of the same opinion with you, guys? and turned to the three guys who were standing around him. On their faces appeared a trace of contempt. So who now thinks they are just rumors?Girl Anna and the other two girls next to it in a contempt Exchanging obvious. Something was wrong in the middle, but what does? I walked the look on the faces of all those around me. None dared not say anything. That's all! I wonder what was wrong with Cristian? I wanted to know, but the words seemed trapped in a vice. It was a subject too delicate. Or maybe it was not my job. It was a problem that I had with colleagues to get involved. There was no point and certainly would not have helped too much to get into bars. Surely that would have only worsened the situation further. In contrast to yesterday when all I had made me feel at home, now things were different.

For him.... part 10

The next morning I woke up with much in the mood for life. I leave aside all worries, it was my last year of high school. Following the ferry, but I had and to have fun. Eventually in life you have to make a balance between the two, or at least try. I got up, opened the laptop and I am looking for a song that I loved it and I started to dance awkward pace. I felt happy, I really was, why I needed!I cleaned my teeth, I got dressed and got my backpack, then I turned it to early fall scoala.Era a warm, brassy leaves no trace, nature smiled really the multitude of flowers the alleys of my neighbors.I quickly came to school. Most were already there. I sat in the bank. It seems that Cristian had not come inca.Am relieved to myself. So I had more time to spend with others. Without Cristian I felt more at home. In thought I came the day before that I felt embarrassed by his presence. Follow me everywhere.Stop! But what I was doing! Suddenly the thread broke. Cristian did not think he had done any of this. Maybe it was a little closer to me, but as I exaggerate. I wondered what confused me. I started to imagine things. I was wrong about. He really was not that bad. I closed my eyes. I wonder what's wrong with me?-Alex, are you okay? Read a hint of concern in his voice. Are all white!-No problem! I'm fine! You must be ... Ana, right? I tried to smile, but it came out too.Yes, I am. I hope you stay a little chair. Does not look good.I sat on a chair. In front of me there were more boys and girls who seemed immersed in a discussion, but returned when they heard the chair creak just sit.-Hey, I said in a voice choked. I answered all. They seemed to work.

For him.... part 9

I am thinking about it even now and i actually I do not understand what was happening . Mom smiled ! - I understand that it was good ! Good for you . I'm sure it will be a great experience for you. I've always said I deserve more. Seemed more excited than me. And I wanted this more than me , but now that I finally had the chance ... I'm not too happy mother's words flowed past me ... my head felt heavy and full of thoughts . Mother , can I leave a little one ? My mother looked at me surprised , but realized that I needed a few moments alone. We lifted off the bed and walked out of the room. Now it was better .... and yet ... It was probably due to stress from school. Would be better when the days are running out and I'll get used to the new team . Got to get more involved in class and talk more with their peers . I was not going to stay only with Cristian . Not that it was bad company , nowhere , just as I needed to get away a bit from him, did not want to stick to me and not leave me alone, I did not need a puppy. Cristian just seemed kind of lonely person did not want me to be like him. From what I knew , I was a very sociable person , I like to sit in the presence of many people , I love to entertain others and make them feel better. That was not supposed to change. With time , my new colleagues and they see as they approach me. I smiled to myself and clear my head . Now I was well again. He would be fine ... or so I thought ... not knowing what was coming.

For him.... part 8

It was just like in a dream . Stone 's face does not express anything. It was different from what I had seen at school. I wonder what 's wrong with me ? Why do I follow his image ? As much as I wanted to chase him , I thought that too fly ... A knock on the door dissipate my thoughts , at least for now . I've heard the saying " go ! " . The door opened with a thud . - School , sleepy and tell me how was your first day of school . I want to hear all the details. How was it, if you've made ??friends , as you seem colleagues ? I lifted heavy, blinded by the light that was suddenly in the room . Mother , take it easy! I tried hard to remember what was the first day , but I had in mind than scenes that included him and Cristian . It was weird. Now we try to remember , it had been too attentive to others ... Well ... Well ... I was ! My mother was incuntrat me ! - Only so can you tell me ? Come on I want as many details! Share it! and smiled . - Well was fine fellow teachers were just ok ... and ... I think I have integrated well . The words came out without me and I walked past me . It was just what I wanted to talk . I wanted to tell my mother about Cristian and dream about earlier but most likely I would have felt moved , so I kept rambling on the first day of school . I think I get along well with all colleagues , Mom! Otherwise nothing, waiting to see what tomorrow will come. Mom seemed happy finally my REPLIES . - And who sit in the bank? Her question hit me like a thunderbolt ! - Well, it's a boy named Cristian ... it's nice ... I think ... now was the right time to tell him about my thoughts on it, but could not. It would not be understood.

For him.... part 7

As i woke up from the dream i had with my eyes open i realised that I was at school , one in class . Raining big drops that hit brutally window. A shudder passed me . I put my arms around my body. It was warm , but not warm up physical warmth . Outside the rain intensified . I looked lost on the glass. I felt a pain in his chest. I close the sternum and knees and put my hands . But the pain was becoming increasingly more evident . I closed my eyes , but to no avail . He was there. It was like I got punched in the sternum. I tried to silence, in vain ... The pain became unbearable. I looked up hoping that there is someone to help me , but I was alone . The pain intensifies with each second. We started to jam . I needed help . I tried to get up but could not. I heard the sound of the door opening and looked up . The pain was unbearable , barely more vedeam.Era Cristian who look at me! His face was impenetrable . - Help me ! please ... my voice sounded broken . I tried to reach for him, but became heavy. Pain spores. I looked at him, but his face remained stone . You - you ... please .. you made it yourself ! His voice fell like a lightning on mea.Am incremetic felt my chest breaks under a load invisible . - NUUUUUUUU ! ! ! I woke up full of sweat with both hands around the abdomen . The pain was just a memory now. I worry when I realized that was just a dream. I fixed my gaze on the ceiling. I could feel the head and full of thoughts than before. A myriad of thoughts haunt me but I could not understand ... I closed my eyes , but the image of Cristian appeared before me .

For him.... part 6

I needed to say something , but to no avail though. I looked at him again , but this time more discret.Parea as pensive as before ... Until I reached the front of the house where I lived , did not say anything either of us. - I stop here ! I said and I waved my right courtyard . - You sit ? 'm amazed . You have a house ... super ! Finally seem to have got rid of thoughts . I nodded in sign of approval. But it's a huge house ! - The truth is it was a huge house . But you taste this mother who wanted a bigger house to have as many spaces decorated hobby that deals in the little free time , then what to say ... see you tomorrow , right? Yeah ... see you tomorrow ! and entered the yard. I felt looked but I did not turn my head because I did not want to meet again her eyes . There was something that troubles me . I entered the house finally feeling fatigue accumulated during the day. We entered the kitchen and saw that my mother had taken care to leave some food before leaving the company . I sat at the table and began to eat in silence. But today something was different. Fatigue was stronger , or maybe they were more worried than usual. After a few holes , I inpins plate of food in front. I could not eat . Something is happening to me. I was not in myself . Something troubles me , but unsuccessfully tried to figure out why. I looked at the clock , it was 2:35 p.m. . I stood up slightly dizzy from his chair and walked out of the kitchen, then went up stairs to my room. I entered . It was my place of refuge, but not this time. I felt confused, troubled . I closed my eyes hoping that the state will disappear , but not happening. I left my backpack on the seat next to the window and threw myself on the bed. It was a little better ! Immersed in my head feeling fluffy mattress issued by the multitude of thoughts . I wonder what 's wrong with me ?

For him.... part 5

As my mind was on some wild stuff i thought that all my earlier thoughts steal dissolved , place those being taken by some new about my new colleague bank. Why are you so follow me ? I looked like coming slowly towards me and I wondered if she should impose a limit and I leave a bit of space. If the first day is so I do not know what would have happened later when we got to know ? I tried to banish that thought in mind when he came near me and we both started tacuti.The air was loaded and suddenly I began to feel uncomfortable. I looked at him and smiled . I tried to respond in the same way, but the facial muscles refused to listen . I felt embarrassed . I fixed my eyes down again and continued to walk with Cristian . - Today is very ... nice out , huh ? veil of silence between us was finally shattered by his words slightly. I turned to him and nodded in sign of approval. His hair was a different color now. Sunlight reflected in it , conferandu 's a lighter shade . Like me it looked like he did not felt very comfortable. He thought of something. I tried to intuit what might be but to no avail . Loud I would have wanted to know. Will have to do with me ? I think he noticed me looking at him because he looked back at me and for a moment our eyes met . - Your eyes are green now! I said surprised . - Well ... so are the light and the dark are blue . But not many people notice. I was surprised by his words . As she and I had said , not many people noticed. Only those who were studying me carefully could see the change that occurred in the presence of strong light . It seems that represent a much greater interest than suspected. I incercta to figure out if that's good or bad, but I found an answer multimitor . Bothered me to some extent that I so carefully studied , but something inside me told me that there's nothing wrong with that . The silence between us install again but with a much stronger uncomfortable spot . I did not have much to home but felt it go ... seconds are stubborn to not drain their normal pace .

For him.... part 4

The rest of the time we spent in silence because they do not want to get into trouble on the first day because I was not too careful . Cristian still wanted to distract me , but I tried to be as careful as you can speak at . And the day passed as easily . I talked to most of my new colleagues and I can say that I truly integrated quickly. Everyone seemed friendly and it seemed like I received with open arms. Better not be so . The clock showed 14:00 and I knew it was time to go home. I put the bag on the shoulder and went through the last of the class , followed closely by Cristian . It was strange that breaks always go and returned only when they call . I wanted to ask him last time , but I avoided. Who was I to interfere in his affairs . ? Bank was his colleague just a few hours and already beginning to question about their habits ... ? But how it sounded was beside me in the bank and try to find out more about me, I was about the only one I told clasa.I discuss many things about me , I told him about my family , about the high school where I learned about my old colleagues and friends about . He seemed delighted and follow me like a small doggy when she read the story, sipping my every word . In turn told me that not only lived with his mother, his father was out of the country . The lower left them and although they had promised to help , a few years no one knew anything about him. But it seems that much more than the absence of his father passed . Now his mother was the most important people in his life and these two had a quiet life . I would have told maybe more , but each time the story became more interesting was interrupted by the arrival of teachers. But nothing . We had enough time for these stories . I had a whole year ahead. I rush out of the school premises without starting to go home. - Alex I heard a shout. I turned my head and I saw Cristian . I made ​​a sign that I should wait . I stopped and I set the bag on the shoulder better .

For him.... part 3

As i was dreaming of my prince i realised that some looked surprised , others seemed incantati.Mi I spent looking over all . I smiled shyly and I headed to the bank where I saw only the last hole. I sat down and I pulled out a book on the bench , then I put the bag in the bank. I was pinned to inquisitive looks of others but not me ami already embarrassed . I started to feel at ease . Finally ...   - Hello ! I am Cristian !   Hearing the voice of the boy next to me, who do not noticed until then , I look back .   - I am Alex , but perhaps you know that ! I said and laughed foolishly .   He was a boy the same age as me, big black eyes bruten . Iris gave him an exceedingly high strangely gloomy aspect . Short hair and ruffled fit perfectly those two mysterious eyes . Smile and white teeth Ivira surprising is framed by two thin lips . He reflexively reached out and I did the same thing .   - I understand that from now on you will be my colleague bank?   I nodded .   - I guess that's the only place open in this class ! I said, more out of curiosity , in that moment as my matter where I sit during the year after .   Do not get too pleasant, right? Are you sure you want to stay with someone else ... i smile faded a moment and a sad expression replace them ...   No, no, not that! I said, quickly realizing that I made ??a mistake . It's not about that. Honestly to tell you not like that fuss and especially my first day here , do not really know either so I have no preference in terms of bank colleague . The smile reappeared and continued : And to see I'm not that kind of spoiled guy who changes his mind from one day to another, I promise you 'll stay here with you until the end , whether you are the best colleague that I might have , although I doubt you from golanas began to laugh and hit me in the shoulder lightly with hand - whether you're the nerd nerd nerd country that I have seen so far . Both laughed and feel for the first time since I entered in my new class that finally manage to get fit . A sense of peace permeated me and a heat wave floods my body . He 'll be fine here , now I was sure of it !

For him.... part 2

As i was going towards the school i kept dreaming of meeting someone cool there.The first day was exactly as I expected . We arrived at the new school , full of emotions and eager to meet the new team , although difficult at first, I will definitely integrate , I was pretty sociable by nature and easily adaptable . That certainly came from one of the genes of the mother, she was the kind that inprietenea immediately communicative person not known until a few hours ago. Maybe because that was her job requires such action. My mother was publicist for one of the leading cosmetic companies in the country. If the mother was the kind person who enjoyed , but he also knew his claws out when it was an important project that had to be perfect ; Dad was like calm, the math teacher had to have rabdade students who today are increasingly less interested in education means crazy .I have two wonderful parents who , although they could not always be with me , showed me that I love .I got excited and also excited in the classroom . All eyes were turned to me and I felt my cheeks begin to burn . I made timid steps towards CATREDALA which is already physics teacher (as I learned later ) .   - Hello! I said softly and I smiled shyly . I was excited beyond measure and my cheeks burned increasingly louder.   Hi, Alex ! And welcome to our school! The principal told me you already and I'm sure you will successfully integrate into our team ! She smiled , which gave me a little more courage in me. Now let's introduce you to others ! He passed his hand over my shoulder and we both turned to my future colleagues who were all eyes and ears analyzing me probably to the smallest detail ! Students, this is your new friend , Alex . I get it properly and to integrate it in your group and !

For him.... part 1

The world is essentially a desert place where the soul wanders altering it and changing its shape continuously under the action of healing events daily . Perhaps because of this desperately looking , most times , a soul that we have close when we are sad , but still aspire to better, if any better ... But in these moments of weaknes do biggest mistakes and people approaching incompatible people hard -hearted people too torn with pain and hardship . What can we ask of such people , we can seek the warmth that we so desperately need even when they look the same to us.   Then you realize that he actually is not what you are looking and rupture occurs in a short time and after a few nice moments but remained overshadowed by quarrels that arise from separation .   But what really happens when you find a soul pure , innocent soul with whom you feel that all wounds heal, feel joy as you load the veins and spreads throughout your body?   Worth fighting for perfect love until you find ... or maybe not ....?Thoughts , worries , concerns bury us alive in a heap of despair, where , like quicksand , the more we move the more we attract into their depths .   And then there is the perennial question :Why me?Ought to signify a new beginning, a new period of my life where I was part of new challenges . We asked parents to transfer me to another school for the one that taught until 11th grade not offered me the opportunity to move to a new stage and tend to a higher level . I got what I wanted at the beginning of the 11th class of mine managed to submit my file to a one of the best high schools in the city where I was accepted and given that I had pretty good grades .

What it means to love?

To love .. I love ... he does not love . What happens when you give love, but instead you get nothing ? What happens when you're close to being that entered your heart , but you can not touch , do not you kiss , you can weave tales of love with this ? What happens when you open a gap between fish that can not move , but you want with all your heart to break ground in two and reach the soul that you consider your partner , but he runs away and you still try again and again and again until you leave power , your hope is extinguished , the mirage disappears in the light of the impossible love and incompatibility. What do you do when you decided to make the plunge and tell you only of you , you want to be with him forever , though , and you feel that death would come too quickly and you might not enjoy it ? What happens when you whisper words his lips sharp as a blade blade on the person you love , about which you already considered enemies because he dared to penetrate the soul being the one you love ?

Love at the seaside last part

As we were dreaming away at the wonderful experience taht we had Hullabaloo started long before I could even open my eyes. But when I did I saw him , he was there , leaning on his left arm . He was staring at me and I touched in flight against trying to remove all could make him look so intensely at me.- Morning ! She said and stood a little to make it comfortable.- Morning fuck ! You really have nothing better to do than stare at me ? I felt my head hard when I tried to get up and hit me a dull ache in the occipital .Probably noticed my frowned gasped so worried .Are you okay?Yes, the parts ! I rushed out of the tent and I confused . I felt like crap. I ached Body balm and I think I had a bit of fever. A feeling of drowsiness overtook my legs and everything started to shake . I felt his arm by supporting me . I soon dismissed and I left on the grass .Hey , do not feel too good , I think it would be better to go and in the tent. Do you want to get something ?Anger was gone. Head pain became increasingly profound .Yes , please bring me some tea or something warm and a pill if you find a pharmacy here somewhere .Not expected to say anything and left dash . Well, maybe it was sometimes nice , sometimes ONLY . Or just pretending very bine.Sau its way to bring me something to poison me . Tempting ... I heard Celia coming out of the tent and I returned to her .Are you okay? You look like shit !- Thanks ! I replied sarcastically . No, do not feel well . I think I've cooled a bit . Last night I was swimming and maybe was not the best idea ...Were you swim ? Who ? I asked with curiosity outright .I hesitated a moment, but I answered . He was my best friend . I could not hide it , he knew everything about me.

Love at the seaside part 11

As i was dreaming of love i kept wonbdering if this is true,it was magical.The beach was dark , but the moon cast pale rays on the water glow , so I could not glimpse facial expression .- Dam it all down . We made big eyes at him, but probably not noticed. It was already too late. He rolled his pants . I saw in all its splendor and I took a second to admire the perfection of his body . Perfectly tanned skin covering the muscles good work . I tried not to watch ... Anyway , I think I looked and I dropped a little wow . But to get over .I gave myself pants ashamed . He looked at me for a moment and I could swear that the darkness of the night I managed to glimpse a smile of satisfaction. Hm ... weird.We entered the water. It was still warm . Monday gave him glimpses pale . We were alone in the distance could be heard the sound of the busy city . We have moved offshore and I got carried water. I felt peaceful there, the waterbeds in the middle of nowhere at night. My thoughts were cleared and closed my eyes . I felt good. I was glad that was over well with Andrew. But no matter how I tried I could not get out of my mind the image of the nude. It was ... perfect. I imagined how I pass wet fingers over his pecs , neck , to reach his full lips and so sensual . What happens to me? I rebelled against me . What grabbed me . Can not be so. I opened my eyes and I 'm surprised watching a few inches from me.- Now I can put you in the ass? I asked laughing . I agreed and I prepared for the following . I felt my ears by pushing water but this was different , I felt every moment arm by supporting me . I went immediately to the surface. I wiped off the face of the water , and again , as earlier and passed his hand over my cheek . But this was different , he lingered there. I felt the heat of his hand. We looked lost without it we can not say anything for a moment I thought maybe ... but no. I pulled away from him and swam to shore.Hey , where you going ?I think that's enough for now. And I went out and I got dressed .

Love at the seaside part 10

At 11 I got back into camping. There was a general hum , people returning from town , or preparing to sleep. I entered the tent , I changed to a pair of shorts and went . Celia and Cosmin sleep had already entered , there was just Andrew. He was sitting with his knees to his chest and looked at the moon. It was a cool night , a month speldida . Light pours hot mystery everywhere. Points of light were visible all over the camping , but the real magic was in the sky , bright dots framed canopy move. It was striking clarity . I sat next to Andrew, in the same position . Not returned to me, still looked blanket night. And there, in dull silence of the night I had a regret , I've been too bad . I wondered if I took things to the extreme. I think so ... I turned toward him. The moonlight bathed her tanned skin hiding any imperfections , leaving a perfect chip , waxed , a nameless beauty . Unearthly eyes twinkled , set to the height of heaven unseen .- Andrew, I think you should apologize for ... I hesitated a moment but continued timidly , for reaction , that my reactions today. I overdid it a bit and I'm sorry ...We turned and smiled . Both . And I felt at peace .- I want to make it up to you, I said, still looking at the sky.How?- Come for a walk. What do you think ? And he turned to me , displaying a mischievous smile .- Well ... I think.Was high and I followed . I left the campsite , and I took the road to the beach. Aha , there's a go ! He remained silent till we got there.- I want to make it up for today. What do you think ? We do it ? And he pointed to the water.- You have everything we need from you ? And we both burst out laughing at how stupid I was obviously meant. Just kidding . Yeah, come on . I ran to get water but I stopped .- Wait, now do it by my rules , right? She said hiding her smile .I looked at him puzzled , wondering what it is about .

Love at the seaside part 9

It was a nice day that dayat least Celia was . Is now to attract more males if I tan?I do not think . I wanted you more than before , said Cosmin amused. My girlfriend hit him in the hand , but he wanted to tease and ass stretched out to touch me .Hey, those hands are just for this baby body . And pointed with his hands towards her appetizing forms .Cosmin balea literally.- It seems to get the message , I concluded . And hey , please wait until home I said frowning noting susupect intimate touching of the two . I rolled my eyes . Of course talking to the walls. Barring this small inconvenience , I changed the subject : But where's bonehead ? I looked back, but I have not seen .Hey, watch your mouth , Celia told me frown . I do not know where she went . But please be nicer to him!I do not want , I concluded. We arrived and I said and I entered the campsite , at which time I was amazed . My tent was assembled. How this miracle happened ? Hm ... weird. I approached incredulous . Even it was assembled. I looked inside and saw the mattress . Everything was arranged .You like Cristian ? And I realized . It was his work. What did he prove it? He's sorry ? As I have to forgive him and I'm going to throw in his arms , and that was the idea ? I kept my figure sour and I flipped .You really did not need ! We owl and I removed .After a hot shower , I went a little town, I ate something and we walked around the various stalls , buying souvenirs for the home . Meanwhile , Andrei was kept away from me. It was and fell , and I say ! Just do not expect to be picked and thank for having completed my work. Small part what was unfinished . Well ... even small , half, the backs can ? Well yes , I was somewhat grateful that I did not I would have decurcat so good, but still. I could not demean it and to recognize merit , not after what he had done. You should feel as bad as I felt myself , if not worse.

Love at the seaside part 8

As we were getting into it I felt my body warm water bathing in rivers hot . I left for a few minutes of pleasure prey I forgot Andrew. He was so obnoxious . Until today no longer talk much with him, but did not seem so . There was always a smile , a friend of all , and with Cristina formed the perfect couple. Were envious , they were rich , they had everything, but wait, something was missing : the brain . I felt the fire flickering inside me , but I tried to banish bad thoughts like that when I imagined sufficiently painful way to torture " my colleague tent ." Ah ! I think I'd start with knives ... hmmm ... I would fit that silver blade with black eyes . Well, yes, I must admit , the eyes are great, but both . Okay, okay , there's the face and sexy ass and abs that would be happy to play whenever x and 0 . Damn ! How I became gay . I laughed alone while giving lather rinse and last . I wiped and went eager to go along the beach . I waited all .Celia wore a two-piece bath peach . Around balance had caught a wave transparent , lifting out the size of Vespa . Cosmin was looking so earnestly as for now I thought I would wallow down there. Hm ... not too nice image . Definitely not as nice as the one that gave me Andrew ... Much better made ??than I remembered from gym class . On how so unbearably beautiful . Fuck , it's really good!- Come , prince ! I cried Celia . I rushed to get my sun lotion and I followed .The beach was close to camping. After five minutes we arrived . I sat on the chair and began to anoint me with sunscreen . Or rather I tried , because I came back at all.- Want to help? I asked a few steps . He felt light entertainment.- Hm ... let's see . NO! I do not want to do something allergy fags ! I cut it tavnos .- And I thought you'd be more calm now that I reached the beach . I thought that you feel like in heaven with so many males here, but apparently I was wrong .

Love at the seaside part 7

As we had that silly conversation i cut it ironic.- Since I do not want clothes that are too gay for him. Is not Andrew ? for a moment I felt fine, but after miserable. I looked guilty, but resigned . I did not like . Make me regret . I had to comment, I disagree. Instead he fell . I swallowed and I returned to the tent installation guilty .- Let me know if I can help you , I said, then sat down on the grass and began to play on the phone. I looked stunned. So was going to spend the night in my tent , but was going to the the a hand ! He could help me but only if you please ? NEVER ! And I returned to my stuff.After an hour , Cosmin finished camping. I looked enviously at them, I was not even half. Andrew continues to play, although it occasionally felt watching me , and I surprised a moment , smiling . It's no wonder I was doing poor . It really was not going to help me ? No, of course not. I had to humble himself to do something.- Some have a care in the world ! I said casually . I caught him straining himself and his master 's amusement , but continued to play . What annoy me . But no! Nor do I ask for help. Better die than cortu unmounted it please him. After all, who is believed ? Do not demean me . If someone has to stoop when he is . I returned to my job , or rather, in my attempt to do something . No, that was not my forte . The other one of the court in the am surprised Celia coming out of the shower . Prepare for the beach .Damn ! Do it later, maybe .... I took a towel and shower gel and I went and I took . Ochil tail Andrei follow me , but said nothing . What obnoxious . I think it's time to talk to Celia to make a new list of " The naibaii cute but obnoxious " , I think we had a proposal first. I still emitting dark thoughts away at Andrew . Before I get into the shower, I saw him talking to Cosmin . It was all a smile . Well normally works slave and he expects to be completely ready . Let you see, dementia ass !

Love at the seaside part 6

As we were getting to the point we started arguing like silly lol and i said no, do not worry . I'm man enough , that was my only car stuff , even if they are gay . I replied in an ironic tone and I turned away .- Let me not be so . I took big mouth . I had a problem with Cristina and we kind of broke up and are a little tense , I'm sorry that I've downloaded on.Flame nerves escalate apocalyptic . Now recognizes nonchalantly . I swallowed and I took a last line before going back to Celia, who already installed their tent helped by Cosmin .- Do I look like I care ?And I left.I felt behind me . He walked a few steps away from me, but I tried to ignore. We arrived at our place and I left my luggage down and really hurt a little hand. Better let him help me. But no! Hell, nor dead . But why? I am not a man, or what?- Guys, I think I'll quash the hostel . I forgot my tent and the rest from Cristina ... we had a fight and I had to come with her ??car , so she had all things in the car and there remained ... even clothes.Celia looked thoughtfully at Andrew then turned to me . No! I knew that look and I did not like .But there's no problem, Cristian stay in tent. Huh , Chris ? question they do not accept the refusal , that was for sure. And if you need to borrow clothes from a colleague Cosmin your tent. I noticed the smile you uttered the last words .

Love at the seaside part 5

As we were sitting there I crossed my arms and gave music up , trying in vain to stifle my thoughts . Listen to him ! Let me draw him sleeve and comment about my orientation . What? Times I said to ask ourselves ? Let's be serious ! And yet , there was a trickle of guilt . I wondered if it's good . Long gone before us , have more than 100km / h and for a second I thought if i would happen something. It was not my fault after all , right? Or was it ? ... I swallowed . No, I have no guilt, he 's responsible for everything. Why nice guys are always so obnoxious ? Ah , what the bottom is ... Oh, so good ...- This is it ! I said Cosmin few hours .I gave heavy and I followed down to the campsite . It was a large area bordered by several buildings , most likely hostels . There were too many tents, only a few here and there . In the back he could see showers and a kitchen somewhere right . The place was not inhabited . Perhaps everyone was at sea. We went to a small building on the right side of the alley . We encountered an elderly man . I left the two to solve all the problems related to housing . I returned to the car and got my tent and other equipment that we had gone to Celia night before departure . I put my luggage on his shoulders and closed the trunk.- Do you need help? was heard behind me . I felt the fire in me catching power. I turned and saw him . He stood there, about as tall as me, with a body more good work than mine , which was practically zero beside his. Strong arms seemed to burst under shirt roomy little muscle mass . His black eyes looking at me , waiting for an answer. Why pretending to care. I thought a couple of hours ago I was gay too dramatic . Now you have the same opinion? Cata falsehood .

Love at the seaside part 4

It was already too much. It was no secret that they are gay , or from family or colleagues, but throw me in the face as an insult , that was too much. The fire in me threw and tranquility was broken by my voice yelled :Guys , I did not hurt anything. I am proud of who I am, so you have no right to tell me this thing as an accused . Probably screamed louder than was necessary, but the tension in me erupts word after word. It would be better to stop here. I want out .- They did not want to ...No, I do not want to hear excuses . I understood what you said. Can stand me well ! I did not need. Stop It Now!He seemed embarrassed and ashamed . He had the courage to look at me . Damn , but I really do not care , it's a homophobic jerk . To go on the water with all his talents straight .-Cristian , please. Sorry. I saw your eyes and I realized that regret .- Stop it now.He slowed and pulled over . I grabbed my backpack and I 'm still trying to improve although I slammed the door in the nose . I pulled the phone out of his pocket and called Celia . It was a few minutes behind us . Andrei black car was not moving , he dwelt there thinking that I will change my mind . But no! He waited until he appeared Bosc and then abruptly DeMerit . For the moment I had a trace of regret. Have I done well ? The guilt is gone and I got in the car . Perhaps I have seen scowling figure that no Celia nor Cosmin not asked me anything.I rode the rest of the way in silence. Nobody said anything .

Love at the seaside part 3

As i came out of my head,the remaining time has elapsed terrace monotonous. We spoke to one another, we established last details of our mini- vacation . Fund insanely sexy passed by me several times , but without success . So it's not mea.Inca camp minus one on my list of males. Oh, and even have a bottom note 9 , I think he's in the top 10. Shame .Fuck watches. I bent down and I turned off the alarm . I had to get out of bed , but I just do not feel like it. I closed my eyes and I thought about what I could expect in this small vacation. Celia Cosmin Andrei and Cristina and ... me. Aha , so eventually even to be the fifth wheel on the wagon. I banished the thought , maybe this'll be great ... or not? Whatever . I stood away out of bed and I crawled to the bathroom . I cleaned and made ??my morning hygiene . I put my toothbrush in your backpack , another couple and I took triocuri backpack . It was 7 o'clock . Celia had already arrive . I checked my phone , no call. I sat on the stairs in front of the house .We had a small yard , but well maintained . I do not dedicate time to it , that's for sure , though sometimes also given her mother a hand . She spends much free time tending flowers in the house. Petunias , queen of the night , and others whose names we do not know , all beautifully groomed and perfumed . A fragrance filled the yard and morning air . I took a deep breath and felt a wave of calm and excitement.Hey, come on? I heard Celia's voice and looked a distant. Her pink frog ( ah. .. damn ! ) Waiting in front of the gate . He honked again and heavy I got up and turned it in the direction of the car. I ran to open the door. - No, you go with Andrew ! I looked back and saw that it was parked just a few meters from a black car , a Fiat elegant. I recunscut tinted beyond my colleague group .Why him and not you two lovebirds ? Or are you going to do crap on the road? insinuating tone made ??her blush and Cosmin Celia looked at me exasperated .

Love at the seaside part 2

I remembered all my colleagues , starting of course with those who looked best. There were a couple that gave me shivers down my spine when they approached me, but unfortunately unavailable . I reviewed the list until I got to Cosmin . Aha . 5th on the list of holders of super ass , and 2nd in capitotul chest . Celia had made the charts with the begin college and we laugh every time I replace the name of our ranking positions .-5.2 ? I asked breathlessly Celia . Radia , feeling give out. And then it hit me . So there ! You can not !- Yes, yes, yes ! We are together!Meanwhile insanely sexy ass returned with my soda and I also took a peek . I leaned over the desk and whispered :- Does it be in my camp ? I tilted my head at him , but just Pelc . Celia has rolled his eyes , exasperated and ignored me continuing .- So we are together! I'm happy. Even he could not avd happiness . Olive complexion , nice tan and a smile breaks fulfilled. Eyes had the glow of happiness , both known to me. That glow he had when he first got the bike , kindergarten or first car at 18. And now the first super lover. There were no others , but previous attempts had been unsuccessful cam for my girlfriend .We know for a lifetime. I went to kindergarten together at school and then high school, and now college. Celia everything's fine. We feel like brothers. Any problem I have to mention, I know everything about her and she knows everything about me. I would not imagine life without it. Now that I had in front of me so happy , I smiled to myself , and as happiness would have passed through our connection , I felt fulfilled along it.-Good for you! I'm really glad !He placed his hand over mine.- And another thing . Tomorrow we leave the sea! And you're coming with us! told me victorious and a new wave of enthusiasm has crossed his face.I do not think it would be ok ... I mean , you better just go ... I hesitated .It's not like I would not have wanted to go . But I wanted to be the fifth wheel on the wagon. Every year out to sea along with Celia and sitting one week , sometimes two , but this was different. I would not have wanted to be a burden. Would not I be more?- So do not even hear it! And no , we're not just new, and Andrew go with Cristina .We made big eyes vaguely attentive to her. Was it possible ?You mean 1.1 ? I stammered . Ultimate hottie !Celia laughed , but nodded .

Love at the seaside part 1

It was way back when i had a girlfriend called Celia and it was a day when i wanted not to be late ,she was expecting me.I set the bag on the shoulder better and I intetip step . I looked again at the clock wishing I was petrified language at no 5 . Hurried step further and prayed for a miracle to get through before Celia .Maybe it was late ! Or ... not? Who lie I always arrive on time and of course I never .Arriving in front of the terrace, I looked at the clock. And 5. 's Not that bad . I walked around watching the multitude of tables in search of my best friend . I saw it somewhere in the back with phone in hand. Probably call me . "I'm finished! Least if not forget mobile home and want my delay . " I fixed my eyes down and I submitted to it .- Hello ... I said weakly and guilty. Sorry for ...- Nothing ! Sit down !- That's it ! That does not mean anything? Celia and looked up the phone.Yes, just that! I have time now to reproof, though you deserve . I threw that look that always made ​​me feel guilty . I felt my cheeks blushing , but I fell Malc . If she wanted to get over it so easily , the better . - Okay, so I have news for you!The waiter came to take my ORDERING . I ordered a Coke and I sent sparked what I could tell my friend. But before he glanced stealthily waiter . A young man at 25 years old , tall , well-built , but also a fragile air , probably due to large and deep eyes . I smile surprised eyes , but still confused if it was that smile showing all customers, or smell my intentions hidden. Did he was ... ?Hey , you listening to me , or you look at the bottom than that guy ?I turned to Celia . Funny , though try to reprimand me . You know me so well .- Come , let us me and guy ass owner insanely sexy . A choking sigh and a smile . So ? What have you to say?- Hold on . I looked bored her. Each time was the same. For every thing was Celia gossip firsthand. Everything that happens was sensational . Come on , stop ! Do not make that face ! was frowning at me. It's really serious now. You know that guy , Cosmin , the group of us?

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